Lost, alone, in your eyes.

Sometimes nothing makes me cry.

You loved me and left me

and now you're gone.

With only memories of you now

I try to live on.

I don't know how to start and I don't know how it should end
you have quickly crept into my heart, though I know you are only my friend
I listened to all that you said, your voice has opened a door
I think I know what's right in my head, but inside I'm afraid there is more.
Every chance I get to be happy I must always dig deeper or fight it
I'm not sure why I enjoy this lie but I've been at it almost too long to quit.
My thoughts are all jumbled. They don't help me much
I know that you care, but "life is just such."
Nothing can change. I guess it is written in the books
Life is strange. When I'm gone though I know there'll be hooks
Attached to me inside like some body pierced spot
I'm just another pawn in the evil cupid's plot.
I'm not asking for a ring or a promise, just good memories to keep inside
One or two things to hold me together while I continue on this lonely life ride.

Sept. 4, 1995