Utopia Dreams

What if I drank a poisoned tear and it ate away my heart

Would you let me hit that pavement?

Would you let my body fall?

What if I climbed atop a mountain, breathed deeply,

My last breath and plunged into the valley below

Would you care about my death?

What if I made myself a rocket and kissed the poison snow 

Would you let the cold ice freeze me

Would you leave me in the cold

What if I faced the serpent head on, encaged him in my palms

Would he still track my scent at night

or will happiness have come

and please... don't let me run away from Utopia (chorus)

What if I never had denied you and called you as my own

Would and you ever have denied me

Would I still be all alone

What if I never had had found you and gave you to us all

Would you ever have found it

Would the friends we have had fallen

What if I hadn't ever waited 'till the truth was in my face

Would you have lost your happiness

and tried to throw it all away

What if I never ever kised her and gave my life to shame

Would I know my new life misery

Would I even know my pain

What if I never had confessed it

and just let it grow insane

Would the joy have ever slowed down

and pushed us all away...