Drag me down into the darkness

Push me out into the sunlight.  I forgot to wear my white

Never expected you to understand

I had it wrapped around my fingers.

I let it slip out of my hands

Still here...still somewhere.

Lost in a daze.  Trapped in the haze

Reality like the black cloud coming down on me

I go under with it, mesmerized by the simplicity

The subliminal screams for help.

They float like ghosts over cold streets

I want out, to join the wind and laugh at those that laughed

Scream at those that screamed, and hurt those that hurt me

It won't go away, the pain I’ve inflicted

Shattering my mind, a painful reminder of childhood

Adolescent confusion, chemical addiction,

nightmare manifestation

On the edge of a razor blade...