A rose is as sweet as you expect it to be.
We have learned that in school.
But to be that rose, to achieve that smell
Is merely to play the fool.
Human as Christ. Human as Hitler.
Hate. lies.
I live in it all. fuck it all. what does it mean?

A cigarette smells as sweet as all of mankind's destruction.
Too look cool, to feel good. It's all the same.
It's to feel the pain of me, the pain of you. what does it mean?

Life does feel good. Even when it shits in my face.
Because i feel the life. the life is the race.
race for food. race for shelter.
race for freedom. helter skelter.
my pain is my garuntee.
That death is not, and life is for me.

LET THE DARKNESS SWALLOW ME
I WANT TO TASTE DEATH
I AM NOT AN ANGEL, NOT FROM ABOVE
BUT SENT SENT HERE FROM SOMEWHERE
WITHOUT LOVE
TAKE ME HOME FATHER
THE ONLY ONE I KNOW
LET ME WALK IN SHADOWS
AND LAUGH AT THOSE WHO DON'T.
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