Freedom
And an orator said, "Speak to
us of Freedom."
And he answered:
At the city gate and by your fireside
I have seen you prostrate yourself and worship your own freedom, Even as
slaves humble themselves before a tyrant and praise him though he slays
them.
Ay, in the grove of the temple
and in the shadow of the citadel I have seen the freest among you wear
their freedom as a yoke and a handcuff. And my heart bled within me; for
you can only be free when even the desire of seeking freedom becomes a
harness to you, and when you cease to speak of freedom as a goal and a
fulfillment. You shall be free indeed when your days are not without a
care nor your nights without a want and a grief, But rather when these
things girdle your life and yet you rise above them naked and unbound.
And how shall you rise beyond your days and nights unless you break the
chains which you at the dawn of your understanding have fastened around
your noon hour?
In truth that which you call freedom
is the strongest of these chains, though its links glitter in the sun and
dazzle the eyes. And what is it but fragments of your own self you would
discard that you may become free? If it is an unjust law you would abolish,
that law was written with your own hand upon your own forehead. You cannot
erase it by burning your law books nor by washing the foreheads of your
judges, though you pour the sea upon them. And if it is a despot you would
dethrone, see first that his throne erected within you is destroyed. For
how can a tyrant rule the free and the proud, but for a tyranny in their
own freedom and a shame in their won pride? And if it is a care you would
cast off, that care has been chosen by you rather than imposed upon you.
And if it is a fear you would dispel, the seat of that fear is in your
heart and not in the hand of the feared.
Verily all things move within your
being in constant half embrace, the desired and the dreaded, the repugnant
and the cherished, the pursued and that which you would escape. These things
move within you as lights and shadows in pairs that cling. And when the
shadow fades and is no more, the light that lingers becomes a shadow to
another light. And thus your freedom when it loses its fetters becomes
itself
the fetter of a greater freedom.