01/17/97
Over the past few days I have taken a break from trying to access the building mentioned earlier in an effort to recover some measure of strength. I have found that an extended session of viewing the area is very taxing on me physically.
I have noticed one thing in particular. It is that I seldom am totally free of the image of the building. This in its self does not bother me except that I seem not to have any way that I can totally block it from my mind. I find that in moments of idle time, I slip into a viewing mode,, and catch glimpses of the area just fleeting ones, mind you , because when I notice it I pull back. I am not yet ready to continue.
This morning, however, I chanced on a bit of information to help. Someone in Chat mentioned that we have a natural "WHITE LIGHT" within our selves. In an effort to see if I too have this Light, I thought for a moment about being inside the building.It was terribly dark at first, but then I called forth my "WHITE LIGHT" to my amazement, the area around me was suddenly bathed in a soft light. I had the impression that I was able to control the light level, by simply "thinking' it brighter or darker, There were many details within the immediate area that I was now able to see. Since this was ment as a simple test of my abilities, I quickly returned from the building, before I was much effected by the area. I knew that I was not fully prepared to venture further into the building.
I feel that I have made, for me at least, an increadable discovery, and I am ready to contiinue the adventure on another day.
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