Screaming Bloody Murder

Years of screaming bloody murder
About some god that I despised
Years of cutting down my brilliance
I became my own demise

I watched the shadows scowling
Devils calling out my name
I learned how to point a finger
And said you were to blame

Looking back I see the failure
And the pain I may have caused
Looking back I see the fires
That wouldn't burn if I had paused

Every step was maddening
Every breath another sin
I saw you cheering by the wayside
When I knew I had to win

I killed you near a thousand times
You always gave your heart to me
I robbed you and I left you
I never knew that you would be

The hand that saved my life
The night when all went wrong
The hand that reached to touch me
When I'd bitten you for so long

So I guess this is I'm sorry
Though it's still real hard to say
Thanks for being there beside me
We've made it all this way.

-Midnighte