may 18, 2006
maybe alot of people do not knoh why they act how they do
i do not knoh why some of the reactions i have occur
lyke why do the vulgar things make a greater imprehsion on me than the pretty
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its a reaction though
and maybe we act lyke that becauseof underlaying foundation
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when i was a kid, my fellow students were shallow
they were liers, ruffians, and kids who would bother yu if yu wore the same clothes twice a wk
so i was a liar, and i tried to take the same routes, and be the same
and when i got older i realized i was a follower
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note-this however did me no good because then i wasn't like them - society anymore, i do not fiht in any place. most folks once they realize yu are not corrupted do not want anything to do with yu - yes it is good the users merrily get away from me, yet sometimes they only get sneakier and more immoral because they fake having morals so i will be easier to use, i tire of the games and i get lonely. others expect me to adapt to them even though they are vile - they insist they are normal and i am wrong to be upset, and refuse to adapt to me. normal is vile folks! lying is normal too yet does it make it rite
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i didnt kinsider my aktions i only did them because they were the social norm
it wasnt the rite thing to do
it was the popular thing
often i find others do the same thing
-or they do the vulgar thing lyke doing the vulgar thing makes yu tough. it only makes yu deadend and inconsiderate. dead to the suffering war screams of others or dead to morrality and tuned in only to the pleasure
a bad habit perpetuates the system and its the easy thing to do
its easy and its common and they get something from it so they do it
bad language or pollution or do not kinsider others or forget to have manners, they stand up for
i can do whutever i want behavior
even when its bad behavior
and i have built a hatred for these things
they pollute, and i let em have it, i wont just stand by and let someone pollute unless i am too upset about other stuff to bother, when it disrespects the environment
they usually get an atahtude
and when others are rude to others i say something
when yu tell others their behavior is bad half the time they get whut i'm saying and half the time they just would rather yu said nothing and get rude lyke they can do it and if that bothers yu too bad
-they are blind to your lyfe
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yu have to stand for whuts rite
yu cannot just mutter it to yoreself that they shouldnt pollute or etc.
the only thing necesary for evil to reign is for good men to stand bi and do nothing
if bad behavior can spread so can good.
if the good take a stand and show others who have the same opinions about whuts rite its okay to take a stand then maybe it will be the social norm to kinsider the environment and how they act in public because it will have become the social norm to get a lecture from someone when they do something bad and they will do the correct thing if anything just to avoid the lecture --

the only reasin this will never work is because society has become to corrupt to heal and the bad alredy have taken over and won.
the lousy language on family shows proves it
and the good that do stand will have to deal with the heh-heh i value my power more than kinsidering others and will never rise above the monsters they have chosen to become. they have devoured their humanity, and many of the few good that stand will give up from sheer overload
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DO NOT GIVE UP YOUR HUMANITY. IT IS THE ONLY THING THAT SEPERATES YU FROM THE ANIMALS THAT DEVOUR THEIR FOOD ALIVE WITHOUT ANY NOTION TO THE SUFFERING OF ITS PREY AS IT IS BEING FEASTED ON. WE CAN FEAST ON ONE AND OTHER OR WE CAN UNITE