is noone wurth it may14 2006 sn 8 54 aft
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i am surrounded bi hypcrocy. they say they are lonely yet they won't give love.
when yu love them and they dont love yu they arent concerned when they upset yu, they find it humourous.
yet when they love and are treated badly it is blasphemy.
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yu love and yu love even after yu have ben torn to shreds over and over.
yu may have ben afraid at first, to love agan, yet after repeated stabing in the back yr after yr yu have the skil of some sort of brace for impact.
the impact of rejection.
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chusing to love and lose over to never love and never rizk being enveloped with forlorn numbness.
yu have an apreciation for it, that yu have the ability to love. while others have lost the ability because they couldnt take the sorro side ov it
yu value the ability to love as if t'were some priceless gift from your guru.
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it is, and i am that guru.
the one whu lerned
pwer and kintrol are not more valuable than love.
because pwer seperates yu while love unytes yu
and while others i have found never value love over pwer
i have never valued pwer over love
-if i have i have forgottn
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and the most importint thing that yu can lern
is to value and kinsider the ones whu love yu
even when yu do not love them
because to meet someone whu wuld use yu is common
yet to meet someone whu wants to stand with yu, encourge yu, and lift yu when yu fall is more precious than even pwer,
and yet
it is pwer