1 Blind 2.Ball Tounge 3.Need To 4.Clown 5.Divine 6.Faget 7. Shoots and Laders 8.Predictible 9.Fake 10.Lies 11.Helmet in the Bush 12.Daddy
Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide, you don't
know the chances, what if I should die? A place inside my brain,
another kind of pain; you don't know the chances, I'm so blind.
Another place I'll find, escape to pain inside, you don't know
the chances, what if I should die? A place inside my brain,
another kind of pain. You don't know the chances, I'm so blind.
Deeper and deeper and deeper is all I'm turning to living a life
that seems to be, a lost reality, I can never find a way to reach
my inner self esteem is low, how deep can I go in the ground that
I lay if I don't find a way to sleep in the grave I crowd my mind
this time I looked to see what's realized.
I can see, I can see I'm going blind.
I'm blind.
There you are alone, with no hope of ever having something to
be proud of, something earned without begging. Yes, I know you're
a person, a person close to me.
Who do think you are? And what do you
want from me?!?
Ball Tongue.
Why are you at home buried in your self-pity? Why do you insist
on making a mockery out of me? Yes, I know you're the person,
the person that took time with me. Does it give you the right
to expect your life revolves around me?
Ball Tongue.
You were my problem... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my problem... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my problem... (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my problem... (I'm not gonna give in)
How can you fucking doubt me? But not again...
Need To
I, I am confused, fighting myself. Wanting to give in, needing
your help. Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch. Outside
I know you but inside I'm fucked.
Can you see in me? Skin cold from touch. Each day confronted
with what I have done. You pull me closer, I push you away.
You tell me it's okay; I can't help but feel the pain.
I hate you. Why are you taken? I loved you. Why feel so helpless?
Why's it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.
Why do I cry? Why do I really need to?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Fuck you bitch
Hate to, need to, hate to... Fuck... fuck... fuck... fuck...
I hate you. Why are you taken? I loved you. Why feel so helpless?
Why's it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.
Why do I try? Why do I fucking need to?
Fuck
Slut...
Clown
life is within my body
all right go.....four clicks
four I just said, you faggot piece of shit on the ground
ahh! four?
four. four?
Noooo!
Oh, hey, what are you talking about Ross?
hey Ton Ton
...Ern!...Ern!...Ern!...
hey, are you saying so there's no clicks
hey, we're recording, now start
Just fucking do it damn it!
I wanna get twist. I wish we could put twist
on a fucking tape . . . stupid
Wanna hear it?
Fuck you! Fuck you!
Huh Huh
Goooo!
Okay . . . piece of shit!
Anger inside, comes within my eye. Why you hit me? What
have I done? You tried to hit me.
Scream at me, and if you like, throw your hate at me with all
your might. Hit me cuz I'm strange, hit me. Tell me I'm a
pussy and you're harder than me. What's with you boy? Think hard
... a tattooed body to hide who you are. Scared to be honest,
be yourself - a cowardly man.
I don't wander around, trying to be what's not within me. Look into
my eyes, I am free. You just don't wanna be.
Scream at me, and if you like, throw your hate at me with all your
might. Hit me because I'm strange, hate me. Tell me I'm a pussy
and you're harder than me. What's with you boy?
Think hard... Tattooed body to hide who you are. Scared to be honest,
be yourself - a cowardly man... to come out.
Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now, hit me clown.
Clown you ain't shit, turn around watch your face bleed.
Clown you ain't shit, turn around get your face split.
Hell you ain't shit, turn around watch your face bleed.
Hell you ain't shit, turn around get your face split.
Turn at me, and if you like, throw your hate at me with all your
might. Hit me because I'm strange, hate me. Tell me I'm a pussy and
you're harder than me. What's with you boy? Think hard... a tattooed
body to hide who you are. Scared to be honest, be yourself - a
cowardly man.
I'm just too fuckin little
I'm just too fuckin mental
Divine
I hide only to defy you.
Take away the only life inside you. I'll see your face through
everyone. Inside I'm just begun.
You think I'm out to scare you? I'm only out to prepare you,
for when you stop and turn around - your body's going down.
You're gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine. You're
definitely one of a kind. You're suffering cuz of me, it's divine.
Tell me, why you never liked me? Tell me, once as you fight me.
Bold and I wait for the perfect time to take what's rightfully mine.
You pave the dumb, that don't bother me. You say your dumb that to
defy me. You weigh your dumb on anyone. Oh well....
You're gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine. You're
definitely one of a kind. You're suffering because of me, it's divine.
You know what? Fuck you, I'm fed up with you. I'm not as good as you?
Fuck no, I'm better than you.
You're gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine. You're
definitely one of a kind. You're suffering cuz of me, it's divine
Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?
You tried, you see what you got, me ripping at your brain
Faget
Here I am different in this normal world. Why do you tease me, make
me feel absurd? Walking stereotypes, feeding their heads. I am ugly,
please just go away.
I can see inside you fine. This blessing in disguise. Why do you
treat me this way? Make the hate stay?
I sound like I can never see no escape, all the laughing all the pain.
If you were around me, what would you do? Nothing probably, you'd just
go away.
I can see inside you fine. This blessing in disguise. Why do you treat
me this way? Make the hate stay?
Faget.
Here I am different in this normal world. Why do you tease me, make me
feel absurd? Walking stereotypes, feeding their heads. I am ugly,
please just go away.
I can see inside you fine. This blessing in disguise. Why do you treat
me this way? Make the hate stay?
Faget
I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it, you wouldn't know a real
man if you saw it. It keeps going on, day after day son; You faget.
You don't want none. I'm sick and tired of people treating me this
way everyday - Who gives a fuck, right now I got something to say:
To all the people that think I'm strange, that I should be out of
here, locked up in a cage. You don't know what the hell I fuck now
anyway. You got this pretty boy feelin' like I'm enslaved - to a world
that never appreciated shit; You can suck my dick and fucking like it!
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty any say.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to say.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty any say.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to waste.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to say.
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway...
I'm just a pretty boy - I'm not supposed to fuck a girl.
I'm just a pretty boy - Living in this fucked up world.
All my life, who am I?
All my life
I'm just a faget.
I'm a faget.
I'm not a faget. (Or am I?)
You motherfuckin' queers
Shoots and Ladders
Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood,
they're spoon fed. Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems
real. Look at the pages that cause all this evil.
One, two - buckle my shoe.
Three, four - shut the door.
Five, Six - pick up sticks.
Seven, Eight - lay them straight
London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood,
they're spoon fed. Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems
real. Look at the pages that cause all this evil.
Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.
This old man came rolling home.
Mary had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow.
(Baa Baa Black Sheep have you any wool? Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)
Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood,
they're spoon fed. Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems
real. Look at the pages that cause all this evil.
Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.
Predictable
I can't in every way, mistake the pain I feel inside. It comes
at me, evil thoughts is creeping through my mind. Who are you to say that
I can't speak what's on my mind. It runs away - it's so predictable.
I can in every way, feel the stree of tender love inside. Too
blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lives. You run away,
to the cover of their pointless ties. You axe me - it's so predictable.
I'm gonna try. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.
Another day. Silence overwhelms my mind. Who's to say if I have the
time or why should I pray for all the hate to go away? Another day.
I can never break free.
You wait for me. I crawl up to you. Another day. I'll live forever.
Why should I?
I'm gonna try. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.
Fake
I can't stand the sight of you. I can't stand what you put me through.
Your life's a lie, that you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside?
I can't stand all the thought of you. I can't stand all the things you
do. What do you try to justify? You are just too scared to be you inside
Let it all go. (X4)
Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (X2)
I can't stand what you put me through. I can't stand even the thought
of you. Your secret lies, that you hide; Is it that terrible being you
inside?
Let it all go. (X4)
Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (X2)
You try so hard to be wanted. False emotions tells you fronted. I
think being a person relies on one thing, be yourself, let you come
through. You're too afraid to really be someone who isn't false and
doesn't care to be. You're too afraid to really be. Be yourself let
you come through.
Fake
Let it all go.
Lies
I like to search inside for the things that you all hide. What's
the problem? Can't you seem to set loose the problems that haunt
and taunt you?
I smile while you're afraid. You run, while your so in pain.
Do you ever see outside your fields? Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your inner fears. (X2)
I like to search inside for the things that you all hide. What's
the problem? Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you?
Do you ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your fears. (X2)
I want you to see, the level of of disguise. For all the things that hurt
you, of all these useless lies. I want you to fear, fill you on up
inside. Once I'd took you in, I'd throw you out instead.
I try. You win. My life... is ripping your heart and destroying
my pain.
Go!
Do you ever see outside your fields? Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your inner fears.
Helmet in the Bush
Hello? Esta Caco? El es Caco? Eh, you know, y-you fuckin' call me
the Caco? OK?
I keep asking when to lie. It is disturbing, this is mine.
Days keep passing. A notch at a time. I don't feel right. Please
God let me sleep tonight.
Every day confronted. Fuck off, it's giving in. I just wanna know why?
Want to give it up but I can't escape. (X4)
I keep asking, can you again please
try.
It is haunting, this tin stone mine. Days keep passing. Line after line.
I don't feel right. Please God don't let me die tonight.
Every day confronted. Fuck off, it's giving in. I just wanna know why?
Want to give it up but I can't escape (X4)
Please God. (X2)
Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God help me from my painful situation.
Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God save me from my painful situation. (X2)
(Don't let me die)
Daddy
Mother, please forgive me. I just had to get out all my pain and
suffering. Now that I am done, remember I will always love you;
I'm your son.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your
Daddy. Innocent child, looking so sweet. I'll rape your mind, and now
your flesh I reap.
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's
a good boy." And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me.
It hurt. I'm not a liar. My God. Saw you watch. Mommy, why? Your own child.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a
good boy." And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me.
It hurt. I'm not a liar. My God. Saw you watching.
Mommy, why?
It's alright
"I didn't touch you there." Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there." That's why Mommy stopped and stared.
Little child, looking so sweet. I'll rape your mind, and now your flesh
I reap.
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a
good boy." And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt.
I'm not a liar. My God. Saw you watching.
Mommy, why?