I just wanted to share my ouija
experience. It was a good one, although confusing at times.
It appears that
other spirits were trying to get on the board at times and did in fact get
through. Sometimes when I thought I was talking with a spirit called Steve, I was in fact communicating
with someone else because Steve had been kicked off the board. I was able to get
him back on though.
I was shocked when I found out who Steve was. He said he was my baby that
I had aborted 13 years ago. I did in fact have an abortion 13 years ago. I asked
him in a subsequent session if he knew the name that I always referred to him by
and he spelled out the word Jon. I had in fact call him Jon for all these years.
At first I was very unsure that this was really him.
Even though he told me my
life story, I still was unsure. He said his father's name was David and which it
was. He said that it was really ok about what I had done, because he was going to die
when he was one year old anyway due to heart failure. He said he was sick.
I
asked him what he meant and he said he had a hole in his heart. We have a
condition that runs in our family where several people have had holes in their
hearts. My niece Mary had a hole in her heart the size of a quarter which in
turn leads to her going into seizures and then into a coma. We almost lost her
but she had surgery and is doing fine now.
He said surgery would not have worked for him.
He spelled out that he did not want his father and I to get divorced for his
brother's sake. He spelled out Cameron's name too. Cameron is my son who is four
years old now. He said he loved me and forgave me and that I was not to be mad
at his dad for pushing the issue. He said the trauma would have been worse to
know him for a year and then lose him. He said he is always with me.
I still do
not know what to make of it all. I never knew that his name was
Steve, but he told me it was and that I was incorrect calling him Jon.
It was just a name I had picked out
to refer to him by because I never knew if he was a boy or a girl. He
could tell me things else that no one had knowledge of. I
am still confused, but more of a believer than I ever had been. There is no way
that all of that info could be that accurate! There was a lot of other stuff said
too and all of it was on the mark.
Well, I am an ordinary person who is like everyone else, searching for answers.
Hopefully, one day we will know. |