Everyone in the house could hear knocking on the walls, from the inside and you could even hear someone walking up the stairs inside the walls. When I was changing my little brother's diaper, I heard breathing in my ear and it felt like someone punched me in the face. I jumped up, grabbed the baby and ran.
A few months ago I tried to cast a spell to get my baby's father to fall in love with me, but the three folds were going to come before the actual spell. SO I had to take it off. My car, which is where I finished the spell, began to fall apart. To this day the brakes are broken. But the alternator gave out on the freeway at night with my baby in the car and when I tried to drive it last night, the brakes went out for about 10 seconds. Somehow I got the car to stop. But I will never EVER cast a spell again. It's not worth it.
Since I did that, I feel like I'm even further from God than before. I love God, and I want to be saved on the day of Judgement. I want to go to heaven, I want eternal life, but I feel so far from Him and it scares me. I feel so alone that I often contemplate suicide. The only reason I don't do it is because I know my baby needs me right now. But what happens when she grows up and doesn't need me anymore? I miss God. I miss that closeness to Him. I want to be near Him. I believe in God.
Too much stuff has happened to prove otherwise in my life. Atheist don't realize that it takes a certain amount of faith to even be an atheist. I don't knock them, because I went through a stage where I questioned the very existence of God. If He existed why did all this bad stuff happen to people, but I realize that that's life. In life anything can happen. Good or bad.
What we learn is the most important thing and we never stop learning until the day we die. And after that NO ONE in the WORLD can tell me anything, because NO ONE has EVER DIED and come back to tell about it.
I mean not just "near death" experiences, but actually dead for a few days, no breath, brain dead, no pulse...etc. NO ONE and if so I'd love to see it. The spirits you play with are not of old family members, they're demons. There are no "good" spirits of this sort. They're not your uncles or mothers or fathers or any other relatives. They are demons.
You know what demons are? Fallen angels. So don't believe that they are your family members cause it is bullshit. By the way this website scared the shit out of me! Especially the girl whose boyfriend tried to push her down the stairs. Whatever it was told her to kill him because he was going to try to kill her and she didn't listen.
Now he probably will kill her, that's very freaky. I won't touch a ouija with a ten foot pole if there was 10 million dollars involved. They're evil. Not good at all and I let sleeping dogs lie.
If it ain't broke don't fix it and if it ain't alive leave it alone!!!!!!!!
skeptika's note:
If anyone knows what "the three folds" Elle is talking about here could they let me know.
Strangely Elle seems to miss mentioning a person who is claimed to have died and come back to tell about it - and he was reasonably close to God.