When I was little about five or so, I had dreams of a witch, and her son. In my dreams they lived behind our house in an old shed where my older brothers and sister would play. My dreams of them would always start the same, I would be lying in bed next to my mother and suddenly the roof would disappear and I would hear the witch calling my name.
Then I would begin to rise out of the bed (I would levitate) and the harder I held onto my mothers arm the more the woman called to me. The dream always ended the same way too, she would scream to me about being her son's bride and I would wake up breathing hard and gasping for breath. That is also when my breathing problems began.
I truly believe that someone somewhere on this earth was trying to tell me something or guide me to someone. That's not the only thing strange to ever happened to me. When I was learning my alphabet, I would often wake up in the middle of the night to lots of voices in my head, saying the letters of the alphabet. I remember once when it happened it almost drove me crazy, I tried to scream for the voices to be quiet but I couldn't even move my mouth. Luckily I finally dozed off to sleep - and woke up just short of 24 hours later.
I had slept through a complete day and so had my mother.
Neither of us were sick but my family said they had tried everything to wake us and nothing worked, they even checked to make sure our hearts were beating.
Many more strange things have happened to me since then. I want to believe that I have a family background of Wicca, but what I know about my mom's side is all Baptist and I don't know much about my dad's side. Only that my grandmother lost several husbands, now that I think about it my grandmother also talked under her breath a lot when she was at our house.
I remember once I walked into the kitchen late at night and found her sitting at the table talking to the other side. I tried to speak to her but she didn't answer me. And my mom's grandmother lost several husbands as well. Could there be connections there?
If anyone if anyone can give me explanations for these things I would love to hear them. Any ideas will be welcomed, I would love to practice Wicca, but I want to know whether these things that happened to me when I was a child are going to impair my Wiccan practice, or disturb it.
Thanks so very much. Please email all comments or questions!