Lilian
She said yes.
Damnit.
Goddamnit.
I should be happy.
I’m not.
I love her.
I really do.
She’s...smart, talented, pretty, kind...
She’s Lilian.
Lily is sweet, innocent.
Lilian is the one I see. The one who knows darkness, and is not afraid to oppose it.
Lilian knows what may come. She is not afraid.
She is brave. Braver than I.
And that is why I love her.
But it is too late now.
I do not regret not acting.
She is happy.
He is happy.
And I can pretend.
Friendship matters more.
But I still love her.
I always will.
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