I am a doll clad in blue, quietly sitting on the dark side of the
shelf. A little smile is on my lips as if I was never alive. I sit
quietly, waiting for the hands to spin the spring on my back, so I'll
be moving again. Oh... Could anyone hear my sigh?
Beside me, there are the dolls keeping me company. They're also
lifeless glass dolls...like me, never different.
The pierrot clad in red- he is the first friend of mine, sitting on
my right. When I gave him a little peep, I saw him smiling, as if he
never knew the grief of the world. But sometimes I wondered, because in
his glistening eyes, there seemed to be so much sadness. Why?
And the nobleman clad in gold- he's been keeping me company next to
the red pierrot. Even if his features are always cold and it seems he
can feel nothing, I know he's kind. Sometimes I find him looking at me
gently.
And the aide-de-camp clad in purple- he sat on my left. His shoulders
were always straight, and that made him more majestic. He seemed to be
so strong, stronger than me, stronger than everyone. But...one day...he
slipped out of someone's hand, and I saw him crash on the floor into
pieces. Oh...! Why were my glass eyes blurred? Why?
And the prince clad in black- he was the last doll on this shelf.
Someone put him beside me and called us 'the gallant prince and the
delicate princess'. I peeped at him intently; he was in dark cloth,
which made him seem paler. He had the deepest dark blue eyes, and his
long blown hair was tied, draped down his back. He and I had been the
perfect dolls, matched magnificently. But I never felt any senses from
him, no matter how I tried. His eyes always looked at the invisible
horizon. Why?
And then someone took him from here... Why? What was the dew on
my cheek? What?
I am a doll clad in blue, quietly sitting on the dark side of the
shelf. I sit quietly, waiting for someone....
And... the latest doll was put in the space of the previous prince
doll. This latest doll is so different, and...and...unfamiliar...
Now, a couple of hands spin the springs on my back, on the latest
doll's, on the pierrot's, and on the nobleman's. Slowly, we're about to
move again. And then, we are moving again. I turn myself around, moving
along with the aria from them. I turn myself around, turn around....
It's my destiny... on this blue aria...
~completed~