Today is fish day for me. I just have this sudden urge to get myself a marine aquarium tank now that school is over but i'm afraid its just gonna be that phase that i get over with so0n. If it is, please show some signs to ignore such cravings! Arrghh!!!

I started my day early in the morning to survey this fish place called AsiaAquatics in Telanai Beribi. I saw Harlif from Regal Blue Production but dinnae have time to say hello. Went straight to the fish dude and asked him how much dosh would i be saying goodbye to to build meself a marine aquarium. $600 fer the tank rig. Eeeps! But stupid enuff i was not phased by that offer and strangely i dinnae back out. Rather i became more interested on how to actually care for a marine biosystem and eventually talk about half an hour plus with this local dude named Eddie (or Edi, or Eddy). Seems he came from the states from that accent of his, which explains his being there working too. With the price tag, i shud have back out but i stood by my want. Stoopid Shai, back out from this, you have willpower! You have inner strength!

I am weak.

So I began to scour the whole Brunei Muara for fish shops and see how my options go. Not good. I am now in neck deep of salt water frenzy. I really need to knoe if this is gonna last or will it just be a trend that i'm following. I'm sure it aint cos ive been dying to make one nano tank years back. I'm sure its just the fact that i have little money to spend and my wishlist is split from music gear to marine aquarium. Went to brustu and asked fer help. Noogs gave me more to chow on when told about cheap live rocks sold in Madewa. I was on a roll..and the brakes arent working fer cryin out loud! Marine aquariums are for sure sweeeeeet. Here's a sample of what i intend to have:



Went home pouting cos theres too much nice things out there and too lil $$$ to buy. Besides, i need to save for any 3belas projects, after all its a higher priority. Not knowing what to do, i took me trusty guitar, fer the first time in months, and actually recorded new songs straight away. Although recording took my mind away from this saltwater madness, once i was done, again i feel the void, the emptiness, this burning chest that says i have to get a tank. i have to get a tank. if not i will regret it. I blame it on impatience. Why cant i just wait til i get me own salary? The problem is... I CAN'T WAIT! This hollow is making me numb and i . need . fish .

I'm off to watch footie now and hope i can sleep over this phase that i'm in, if its a phase. If not, say hello to the future owner of a 119 gallons marine aquarium tank. Either way, i lose.
 

.     In the player - Padi | Save My Soul     .

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Friday  03 . 11 . 04  |  05:03 am

Wahey! Exams are over! I've never felt more relieved this year! Not to say that i did really well in any of em but i'm sure i didn't mess up any of em badly. Eeps. Now back to the normal life of I. Oooooh, they're just so many things to do. many things many things! *Anxiety overload* First i need to record new songs that've been etched in my LTM (long term memory). Lucky i remember them all. Then today Amat's gona hit my crib to get drum lessons. I'm gona teach him the jazzy way to hit the skins. And yes. the website's up. Sweet. Which remids me i need to set-up the drum kit cos i disconnected the whole thing.

Since today marks the first day of my hols, i'm just gonna relish the relaxing period so won;t be doin anything drastic much. just gonna lie in bed in the foetal position. I actually overslept due to exhaustion. Slept right after the exams yesterday and now i just woke up. So excuse this lame posting cos i'm just suddenly in the drive shift, It sucks tho that i have to blog manually thru html. wat the heck. i don trust em blogscripts anyways.

Now excuse me while I cherish this new life.
P.S > thanks DUDE, the tagboard poster, for the comments. it seems that you know me. update me on that.

.     In the player - Christina Milian's Dip It Low and Baim Album     .

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Wednesday  01 . 11 . 04

Hah! My first journal entry. Be warned that this won't be the same ramblings as the ones I have in 3belas.cjb.net. This blog cum journal is more than about my 3belas life. Basically it revolves on all the useless facts of my everyday adventures. Useless I say.

I'm still healing from the gallows of yesterday. I had the mother of all exams and it was a mofo. Tried as I did in revising it was all just too much. Won't be surprised if I got nothin from it. Now on to the last paper for tomorrow and I'm sure its gonna be just as hard. Lucky me I'm happy now that this site has taken to life. But wait! two more days til I'm free again! Free to write songs! Free to play music. Free to be the bum I am! More of brustu! This is gona be bliss.

I have to hit the cpu to record new songs, songs that been hangin there fer months til I end the exams. And wahey, soon i'm gonna fly off to Malaysia. Gonna get meself some rad tshirts and perhaps sumthin fer the home studio. Wud wanna buy CDs but i can get them offa my sis. In the airmail so0n I'm gona get my Michael Buble, Bjork and old John Mayer. Can't wait.

Now that every nook and cranny of this site has been fixed, I'm gona be under the book piles to revise fer tomorrow. One things fer sure, i hate how this site looks with Mozilla, wtf am i supposed to do when it doesn't really follow html commands? And yes i admit I did most of this site with MS Frontpage cos I really don know how to make sites anymore. And fer that, I still think Mozilla sux. No offense to al the pro Firefoxes out there, but please those responsible fix the Mozilla gorilla will ya?


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