Do you know yourself?
Not
your name, nor appearance, nor actions, and not even your body. Who, really,
are you?
“I
think therefore I am!” said Descartes, but almost in despair, after all other
options had been logically eliminated. In a way he has answered the Delphic
maxim, inasmuch as he has started to realize that we are ultimately self-conscious
beings. We are dependent upon our bodies only as much as the accidents of
birth, natural laws, and physical defects allow us. It is only by ‘thinking’
that we can answer the question.
Let
us think about thinking. There are many levels of thought:
1. The verbal thoughts that control speech.
2. The silent verbal thoughts of our internal dialogue.
3. A level of organizing thoughts into a grammar that can
become verbal.
4. An image of what is to be organized.
5. The separation of the particular image from the source.
6. The source of the image and memory interaction.
7. The non-conscious sorting, organizing and storage of
thoughts (where we go in sleep).
There
are certainly more levels of mind that we can consciously explore. But, these
seven will be adequate for our purposes.
If
we were to progress through these seven levels, through following a discipline
or through self-exercise, would we know our selves? Well, we would certainly
know a lot more than if we did not explore our mind-self. The most difficult of
all is to break through the non-consciousness level consciously. While this may
at first sight seem contradictory it can and has been achieved. There are a
multitude of techniques, such as various yoga methods, sacred and secular
meditations, and pure personal effort supported by some kind of ‘grace’ or
seemingly external assistance.
However,
let us return to the description of the Self
which we wish to Know. Let us say you
and I are having a conversation. I think of something to say and speak. You
hear my words, which are arbitrarily in a common language. You then interpret
my words into a thought in your mind, communication has been established. You
take my thoughts into your mind, sort, compare, and (hopefully) understand them
by your own thought process. You may then take this new information and comment
on it mentally before replying. Then you speak and the process is reversed, I
have to take your response into my mind. What we have are two minds thinking to
each other - but communicating through our bodies. The mind is the real self
and the body the medium.
If,
as many do, we assume a universal mind, which allows individual mind, we have a
triangle of communication. My thought to Mind and from Mind to your thought,
and vice-versa in reply. My individual mind is communicating with you through
Mind. I cannot, through my body communicate to your body, except through a
shared Mind. This follows even to the knowing of the world around us. We can
only know it through the mind. Physical experience and perception are known
only after being organized and stored within the mind. The mind interprets the
physical in mental images which form ideas with which we interact with the
world. We will only truly know the world by knowing the mind that fashioned and
maintains it.
But,
how do we communicate with ourselves? Is it through the verbal or non-verbal
thought process? I do not know about you but ‘talking to myself’ doesn’t really
convince my internal self very often. I can consciously think to myself, “you do
not need another piece of cake,’ at the same moment as I eat it. Thoughts are
not linear sequences of words or even ideas. Thoughts and real ideas come to
the consciousness more or less complete. A lump, as it were, of Idea. Not as a
string of consecutive ideas - like a string of words making a sentence - but as
a whole. The idea must then be broken down into its component parts and
structured grammatically before the verbal process can initiate communications,
whether internal or external.
Thinking
in images, rather than words, seems to be the way the mind works. If we are to
know ourselves perhaps it is through these images. Words fail us at the crucial
point of understanding and communicating. If the images are non-verbal can
there be non-verbal thought or communication? We, of all earthly creation, are
unique in using the verbal part of our minds for thought and communication. It
seems, in comparison with all other life forms, artificial and contrived rather
than natural. By our dependence on this artificial thought process, imposed by
training, we limit our thinking to a very particular, (and peculiar), part of
our mind. This is called Rational!
The
unconscious part of our minds has always been forbidden territory to historical
man, to be reached only through ceremonial or ecstatic means. The descriptions
by those who have explored this territory are ineffable and inexplicable. Words
fail to communicate the non-verbal. But, that does not mean the experience of
this forbidden territory is not real. It means merely that it cannot be
communicated within the artificial limitations of words. Moreover, since words
and verbal thought are so artificial it seems the non-verbal must be the ‘more
real’ experience of thought.
In
our progression down, (or up), through the process of thought we reach a point,
a non-verbal point, where the investigating “I” loses its self-hood. There we come upon the question; “who is
investigating whom?” Is it the same knowing the same, the self knowing and
being known? To those who have had the experience of this ‘Knowing’ experience
it as real, the most truly real experience of their lives. They Know because
they have Experienced.
Before
I go on to the next part of this introduction I must deal with the sceptics.
Sceptics don’t last long. While they are very clever in their logical arguments
the reality is somewhat different. Having known many sceptics my observation is
that they live unhappily and seldom die comfortably a sceptic. Let them argue
with words till the cows come home - they cannot change the reality of the
Mystical in the human condition and history. My method will be to illustrate
the thesis with historical examples from the earliest literary sources and let
the readers decide for themselves. One cannot argue the self evident. One can
only examine the testimonies of those who have experienced self knowledge and
recognize the consistent reality they have attached to such knowledge.
It
should not be necessary to remind Hellenists that “Know Thyself” passed for the
supreme word of wisdom in the Classical period,...[1]
Now, what about God? If the mind of God
is all there truly is then we must be parts of God and God’s mind. Our minds
are little parts of the One Mind. When we Know ourselves we Know and identify
with the One Mind. We experience this Knowledge, we do not think it,
consciously, but we Know through the experience of Knowing. It is as if God is
keeping track of the parts of God’s own mind. We, as individuals, dissolve in
this experience of Knowing. We do not really lose ourselves but, rather,
experience the All, including our selves along with all other Selves. It is not
an extinction but an expansion of consciousness. It is a conscious experience
of the unconscious. Truly knowing thyself is to know and become the mind of
God, Knowing All. Gnosis!
Before
we go much farther in our study of Gnosis
as Self Knowledge we will run into the problem of a definition of Mysticism
and Mystics. F.C. Happold in his work, Mysticism
- A Study and an Anthology, gives a goood working definition.
What
is mysticism? The word ‘mystic’ has its origin in the Greek mysteries. A mystic
was one who had been initiated into these mysteries, through which he had
gained as esoteric knowledge of divine things... His object was to break
through the world of history and time into that of eternity and timelessness...
The word ‘mystery’ (mysterion) comes
from the Greek verb muo, to shut or
close the lips or eyes... To speak more generally, mysticism has its fount in
what is the raw material of all religion and is also the inspiration of much of
philosophy, poetry, art, and music,...[2]
In
the religious mystic there is a direct experience of the Presence of God.
Though he might not be able to describe it in words... to the mystic his
experience is fully and absolutely valid and is surrounded with complete
certainty. He has been ‘there’, he has ‘seen’, he ‘knows’.[3]
Not
only have mystics been found in all ages, in all parts of the world and in all,
religious systems, but also mysticism has manifested itself in similar or
identical forms wherever the mystical consciousness has been present. Because
of this it has sometimes been called the Perennial Philosophy. Out of their
experience and their reflection on it have come the following assertions:...
It
is the chief end of man’s earthly existence to discover and identify himself
with his true self.[4]
The
chief object of man is the quest of his own self and right knowledge about
it.... there is also the idea of the soul’s knowing and finding itself through
union with the Godhead...[5]
In
man there is another self, the true Self, which is not affected by ordinary
happenings and which gives him a sense of identity through numerous bodily and
mental transformations. It does not change in the slow changes of the organism,
in the flux of sensations, in the dissipation of ideas, or in the fading of
memories.[6]
[1] Inge, W.R. D. D., The Legacy of Greece: Religion, pp.
28-29
[2] Happold, F.C., Mysticism - A Study and an Anthology,
Pelican, Harmondsworth, 1964, p. 18
[3] Happold, F.C., Mysticism, p. 19
[4] Happold, F.C., Mysticism, p. 20
[5] Happold, F.C., Mysticism, p. 44
[6] Happold, F.C., Mysticism, p. 48
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