Freedom

Dagon! Moloch! Balaam!
Hear my call of desperation 'gainst the mindless bonds of life!
Shiva! Hecate! Amon!
Release me from these cold bonds; free me from the knife

Of guilt. Of duty. Of tedium. Let me run free!
To sense the colours of the wind,
To smell the music of the birds,
To taste humanity in words
And not to fear that I have sinned;
Let me rest in the knowledge that I can be me!

For I cannot control
Things outside my control.
I cannot be everything to everyone.
I cannot fight a battle that cannot be won.
There is no one left to guard the guardian.
So I must.

I must seize the day!
I must shatter these bonds that lock me down
I must do unto myself as I have done unto others
The brazen world calls with beautiful sound
And I am not just the keeper of my brother
Carpe diem!

I shall not abide by self-defeating rules
That limit me and my actions in this world.
I shall drive by instinct; albeit cruel,
But it is best for me! I hurl
Myself against the bars of society
Of conformity, of niceties, of altruism,
Of God on his pristine and unattainable pedestal
And embrace hot reality, burning passion, pounding hearts, rushing blood screaming victory into the night, knowing real truth, and attaining UNDEFILED WISDOM!!

Pluto! Loki! Behemoth!
I join you in your instinctive reality!
Satan! Leviathan! Lucifer!
I understand you, and can finally embrace the truth!