In name I was Christian (I finally parted/separeted/resigned from the Lutheran church in 2004), Lutheran to be more exact. But in the heart I'm not. Church is so stuck in traditions and formalities. And some of christianity's beliefs are so strange to me...Yes, I believe Jesus was there historically and was quite wise in his own way. But I don't believe he was God's only son. If somebody is His/Her/whatever's child, then we all are. And another thing: Christianity isn't what it should be. 'Cos it should be loving and sharing and things, but now it only seems to be bunch of rules and going to church every Sunday.

So if I am not Christian, what am I? I don't know. I haven't found "my religion" yet and probably never will because I don't really believe in anything. So I quess I'm agnostic, only more so. I don't know about god but I don't know about any other thing either. Who knows, maybe this is SimUniverse that some kid is playing with a very advanced computer.

I do believe some things little more than others. Most of those things I can't give reasons for. Like I believe more that we have some kind of free will than the opposite but only because it sounds right. If I thought only logically I would propably think the other way around.

Of course I have to presume some things in everyday life, like that this world exists. But theoretically I don't know even that.

 

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