Right now this has to be fake,
but right now that would even hurt.
This time I thought you were real
but this time can be just as bad.
One time
just let me have that
let me have you
just once for comfort.
If not even more
it could be beautiful
but even more
would be total fulfillment.
This can't be truly happening
this can't be finally done.
Without you it's so hard
without us, I'll never live.
Can't you try?
just please be,
you have to,
you can't ever be gone.