stranger

i always thought you'd be there for me like you where after your "change"
but i guess that was just another naive misconception.
i always believed in you, but because every promise was taken back,
and was told they were lies, i know you'll leave me,
looking back laughing.

you told me to open up, and you know how hard i tried,
how hard i fell over myself.
so how can you say the things that you do, and push me so hard?
i have to hold on as long as i can..i know that i'll die inside.
i'm scared of what will happen next time i do something,
i don't want to know how much i'm going to hurt.

i still need you, and i have to try to fix myself.