You've tainted me by taunting me and
it is utter inconvenience
in my feelings for you.

I once again burdened you
because who'd want someone
to care for them dearly?

How awful it must be for you
to have true love
from someone after your misgivings,
and your disgusting acts of lies
and mental games, still,
result in uncontrollable love.

How terrible and i can imagine
the depression involved in
having a true believer.

You're not letting love happen
so with that frustration
your actions are with reason.

How horrible to be praised
and to have someone there
who'd take you forever.

I can understand your self-loathing
because of how horrendous it is
to have love given to you.