Forgive and Forget


Why can't I forgive and forget?

It's not you; it's me.

I'm the problem.

I have yet to find my solution.

I don't want to ever die,

but I don't want to live like this.

"Keep trying," they say.

Well, I'm sick of trying

I'm tired of failing.

This cannot be justified;

maybe I just don't want it to be.

6-10-98