SCRAWLING, SCRAWLING, SCRAWLING
Trying to find something that
I don't think is there
anymore.
The feelings just aren't the same
The confusion is simpler
but still confusing.

I refuse to oversimplify anything.

I am tired and worn out,
but that's my own fault.
I have another weekend to recuperate
for another week
exactly like the last
exactly like the next.

It's just not there.
Supposedly,
people understand what I've said before.
I don't think anyone
would want to resemble this.

Who wants to be normal and average?
I thought I didn't.
But now I'm not so sure.

3-12-1999