When I met my soul
(in strange rhyming)
By Lord Julus aka Iulian Ionescu
Yes, I feel it...
Can it be true?
It's like a big fire ball
That passes through
Bursting inside,
Rolling all-over,
Turning around...
Does it sting?
Maybe...
But deep inside,
Something opens
Like a wing
moving aside,
Showing a path, and then
I can see inside me,
I can look...
Everything is fancy,
Wires and floods and all kinds.
Then I look deeper
And I can see my soul,
Like a big statue,
Like a Gate Keeper
to my insides...
I can't pass like I'm supposed...
I say: 'Why not?'
'The Gates are closed',
Answers the soul.
'And why is that?'
I say to Myself
And the statue bends...
Like a doom shelf,
It's pain, it's sufferance
I can see them all...
I feel...
'Look here'
HE says... and gives me a picture...
My feet are getting drunk in a BIG, BIG
TEAR...
Oh... it's her...
I'm shaking,
My eyes are foggy
And I shiver...
I hold my breath...
An angel.
That's what I see...
I look again
And she...
Her eyes are looking back
The Reign
Of Sadness
Surrounds my neck.
'I understand',
I whisper.
I sigh.
Then turn around and leave.
'Help me!!!'
The soul's cries are hammers
To my ears.
'I can't', I say.
'On the River of Tears,
we're in this boat together...'
And the sail
Goes on and on and on
Will it ever, ever
END?
They wonder...
I don't know,
I put the picture in my pocket
And I'll keep it forever...
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