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Steve and I were married on September 7th 1991 and all I ever wanted was a house full of children.Three months after we married,I discovered that I was pregnant !!Everything went fine until week 32 of the pregnancy when the baby decided to stop growing.I had to visit the hospital every week after that to monitor the baby's heartbeat.Matthew Christopher was born on September 1 1992 and weighed 6lb 8oz.He was "perfect".
Sixteen months later ,on December 29th our little princess,Charlotte Louise ,was born.She was 7lb 9oz and her Nana was already dreaming of frilly dresses and ribbons....how wrong she was!!Our "little princess" took great delight at 2 yrs old in hitting insects with her brother's toy hammer!!! |
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Steve and I considered our family to be complete for the present and I had Norplant fitted which was supposed to last for five years.All was fine until Charlotte started to school in September 1997.Then the "broody" feeling started and we decided to extend our family. I had Norplant removed in January 1999 and my periods went crazy......some months I missed complete periods, some months I was "unwell"twice.I know now that I had a bleed three weeks into my pregnancy with Gareth but at the time,I didn't even know I was pregnant. |
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By taking Gareth and Dominic back to Heaven, God has taught me some very hard lessons and I never realised that one person could cry so many tears.I know now my boys are free from pain and they play happily in God's playground along with the angels of other mums I have met on my journey along grief's highway..
I know my boys will be waiting for me and one day I will hold them for eternity!
Although Steve and I have now gone our seperate ways,I truly believe that God chose us to be special parents to very special children because He knew that we alone could love them as they needed to be loved.My life has changed in so many ways but God remains constant throughout.I have also being able to meet some of the most precious people in the world because of my angels and to all who have touched my life in whatever way I thank you all.Special thanks to Karen,
Mr Johansen,Glenda,Betty and Jan.
If you are visiting my site because you too have been touched by an angel please remember that they are with us constantly,even though we may not always feel it.The wind that blows soft on your cheek is their breath and their tears are the rain that breathes new life into all things.....
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