Author’s
Note: This one’s a little weird, guys. Ok, this is the deal. There is no
Richard, no micah,
no
furballs vying for Anita’s attention at the moment. Its just Jean-Claude
in the ring. They aren’t
dating,
but he is wooing. Jean-Claude has the two marks on her from guilty pleasures.
Anita
knows
about the council. She isn’t lupa, or nimir-ra. But she has her house instead
of her
apartment.
I kinda spliced the details of the books that I like best. Ah, its good
to be the author.
Lol.
Demon Lover
Anita’s
POV
Haze.
Red haze. Everywhere, surrounding me. Silk sheets caressed my skin, of
a crimson
red
color. Red gauzy drapes surrounded the bed. I glanced down, I was nude.
My pale skin
looked
even whiter against the crimson red of the bedclothes. At first, I thought
I was in some
dream
with Jean-Claude, but something told me otherwise. I felt vulnerable. I
felt scared. When
Jean-Claude
invades my dreams against my wishes, I usually just feel lust, desire,
and sometimes
anger.
A figure
walked slowly around the curtain of red gauze, trailing his fingers on
the fabric. I
couldn’t
make out any exact features, but the person was most definitely a he. “Anita….”
A
voice
echoed throughout the room. I didn’t recognize it, but it slid down my
skin, like velvet, or
the
most expensive of silks. It was like Jean-Claude’s voice, but it wasn’t
Jean-Claude
beckoning
to me outside the curtains.
I hugged my knees to my chest. “Who are you?” I called.
A sensuous
laugh resonated in the air. “Who am I?” a rich voice asked. “Does it matter,
Anita?”
I frowned,
getting pissed. Anger is a great tool to hide fear. “Then what the hell
do you
want?”
More
laughter. As wonderful as Jean-Claude’s. The voice tricks pulled at my
senses,
sending
them reeling. “Such creative phrasing. What do you think I want?” asked
the voice in a
languorous
tone.
“I wouldn’t ask if I already knew, you dumb fuck.”
“Oh? Just try guessing, Anita. Just for me.”
“I would, but I don’t want to give you any ideas.”
Again,
that laughter. It was beginning to scare me more than entice me. “Oh, Anita.
I have
many
ideas. There isn’t a thing in the world you could say, that I have not
thought of trying with
you.”
Suddenly
the red haze broke, to permit the man to pass through. I gasped. He was
nude as
well.
His skin was pale, his hair a golden chestnut brown. His jaw was angular,
his shoulders
wide,
his chest smooth, his lips full and kissable. But it was his eyes that
were striking. The irises
were
like molten gold, swimming with power. He smiled at me, a sensuous curve
of lips. He
crawled
towards me on the bed, and I scrambled back towards the headboard. “Stop
right
there.
I don’t know who the hell you think you are, but stay the hell away.”
“You don’t want me to stay away.”
“Oh yes I do. Who the hell are you?”
“You will know soon enough,” he answered.
“No.”
“Yes.”
Suddenly the man was above me. His body pressed to the length of mine,
and the
only
feeling rushing through my veins was fear. I saw frustration in the man’s
powerful eyes, I
wasn’t
cooperating the exact way he wanted. Damn Right. “Why do you fear me?”
“Get off me and I’ll tell you.”
“No.” I could feel his manhood, hard against my leg. “Tell me.”
“Because
I don’t know you.” I reached out to shatter the dream, and it all came
crashing
down
around me.
I darted
upright in bed, breathing heavily. I tuned my ears to listen to my house
closely, I
heard
nothing. I didn’t know what the hell that dream had been about, but it
was scary. I
clutched
Sigmund to me, and lay back down, staring at the ceiling. I was afraid
to close my eyes
again.
The man had been desirable, too desirable. He frightened me, I didn’t know
who he was,
but
I had a bad feeling he wasn’t just a figment of my imagination. Was he
a vampire? Demon?
Lord
knows.
A small
sound drew my attention to the door of my room. The browning manifested
in my
hand,
pointed at a figure standing inside the door. After a second glance I recognized
Jean-Claude,
but still didn’t point away. “What the hell are you doing here, Jean-Claude?
I have
had
about enough unexpected visits for one night.”
Jean-Claude’s POV
I was
sitting in my office at Guilty Pleasures. It was Saturday night. I could
feel the crowd,
even
within the confining walls of my office. The desperate humans, oh so desperate
for a good
time,
a smile, a chance to be loved, or at least the illusion that they are.
Suddenly
a feeling of fear and distress ripped through me, beginning at the base
of my neck
and
ending in my toes. But I knew the feeling was not mine, it was that of
ma petite. I reached
out
to her through the marks, she was at her house, but that was mostly all
I could tell. It must
have
been a powerful sensation indeed, for it to tear through the barriers she
normally keeps
between
us. I rose from my desk, and departed from Guilty Pleasures, heading in
the direction of
ma
petite’s house. I wanted to check on her, as odd as that sounded. Me, checking
on Anita, the
Executioner.
I just hoped she would not shoot me for it.
I stepped
over the threshold of her house. I had the invitation, I had done it enough
times.
Not
for the exact reasons I would like, but an invitation is a start, non?
I made my way silently up
to
her room. She had left her door open. In the dead of winter, she must have
wanted to let the
hot
air circulate through. But it was still very uncharacteristic of Anita
to leave her door open, as
paranoid
as she can be. Did someone open it? I pushed out my senses. Non, only she
and I
remained
in this house. I could see her sleeping form, her face contorted in an
statement of
distress.
She was having a dream. Suddenly she bolted upright, and listened to the
room. Then
she
lay back down, clutching her stuffed penguin to her. She thinks I do not
know about
Sigmund,
but oh, I do.
I made
a small noise purposely, to alert her of my presence. Suddenly I was staring
down
the
barrel of her gun. It was nothing new. “What the hell are you doing here,
Jean-Claude? I have
had
about enough unexpected visits for one night.”
I smiled
slightly. “I felt your distress through the marks, Anita. I came to investigate.”
She
dropped
the barrel of her gun from pointing at me to resting on the bed beside
her.
“So you just let yourself in?”
“Essentially, yes. Only because I was worried about you.”
“Worried about me? My ass.”
Ah,
ma petite, you can be so disconcerting sometimes, I thought to myself.
“I can see you
are
sweating in the dead of winter, ma petite. Something has scared you.” Anita
put her gun away
in
the holster she had attached to the headboard of her bed, realizing I was
not here to hurt her.
“What
did you mean by saying you have had enough unexpected visitors? Who else
has been
here?”
Anita frowned. “I had a dream.”
“A dream? About what?”
Anita
hesitated, deciding what to disclose to me. I could hear her heart beating,
fast. She
smelled
of fear, and of confusion. “I’m not sure exactly,” she answered. I walked
to her bed,
moving
slowly so as not to scare her, or anger her. I sat down on the foot of
her bed. I waited
for
her to elaborate. I was pleased she did not yell at me for sitting on her
bed. If I play my
timings
correctly, she might even allow me to lay down beside her. I would like
that, I thought.
“What was in it?” I prompted.
“Why the hell do you care?” Ah, ma petite, such temper.
“Because this dream has obviously rattled you. I am curious.”
“Is it that obvious?”
“To one who knows you,” I said softly.
Anita
furrowed her eyebrows. “At first, I thought it was some dream YOU had cooked
up.”
“For what reasons?” I asked, truly curious.
Anita
smiled. “Because I was naked, and there was an abundance of red silk everywhere.”
I
laughed, making her shiver. I do love the effect I have on her. “And that
too. There was this
man,
and his laugh, his voice, he could manipulate sound like you can.” This
surprised me.
“Was he a vampire?”
“I
don’t know. I don’t know what the hell he was. But he had these amazing
golden eyes.
He
was frightening. The dream scared me. End of story.”
I quirked
an eyebrow, a gentle smile playing on my lips. “I don’t think it was quite
that
simple.”
“Yeah.
But I don’t want to tell you the rest. Just take my word that I didn’t
like it, and it
was
scary for me.”
I stretched
out on the bed, resting my head on my hand. She watched me, as a mouse
would
watch a large predator. I could taste her heartbeat, her excitement. It
is so wonderful to
know
how much she wants me, to be able to sense it. But it can be so disappointing
to be turned
away
time and time again. Someday, I tell myself. “Very well, ma petite.”
I can
tell that there is still something bothering her, le piece de resistance,
that she is not
telling
me. I gaze at her, willing this last piece of information to come to light.
Not that willing does
much
good with ma petite. Finally she breaks, saying, “I don’t think this was
just some random
musing
from my mind. I think this someone sent the dream to me.”
This
was an interesting piece of information. I studied ma petite’s face. She
was worried.
So
was I. I and I alone should be the only one capable of sending ma petite
dreams. I touched
ma
petite’s hand lightly, teasing the back of her hand with my fingertips.
“What did the man look
like,
Anita?”
Once
again Anita frowned. “He was tall, muscular, pale. He had brownish gold
hair, and
his
eyes were like molten gold.”
It
was the molten gold eyes part that bothered me, for I only knew of one
vampire who
had
eyes as such.
Anita’s POV
Jean-Claude
brushed his fingers along my hand, sending a thrill up my arm. “What did
the
man
look like, Anita?”
I frowned.
Jean-Claude was very interested in this dream. I wasn’t sure if that should
scare
me,
or not. “He was tall, muscular, pale. He had brownish gold hair, and his
eyes were like
molten
gold.” I studied Jean-Claude’s face, trying to get a clue what he was thinking.
Of course,
as
usual, it was an amused mask, hiding his deeper feelings. “Do you know
who this guy is,
Jean-Claude?”
Jean-Claude
paused, not answering. His fingers moved in tiny circles on the back of
my
hand,
probably trying to distract me. It was working. I pulled my knees up to
my chest and
hugged
myself. Jean-Claude sighed and laid back. His black hair fanned out around
him. Those
midnight
blue eyes studied me, with a gaze so intent that alone made me shudder.
“I may have an
idea,
ma petite.”
“Who?” I demanded. Jean-Claude shook his head. “You’re not going to tell me?”
“I am not positive it is the person I am thinking of.”
I glared at him. “Then tell me who you are THINKING of, whether you’re sure or not.”
“The name would have little relevance to you, ma petite.”
I sighed. “You are such a pain in the ass, Jean-Claude.”
He
blinked, indifferently. A fine trembling started in my body. I wanted to
tell myself it was
just
because I was cold, but I knew that wasn’t it. Jean-Claude touched my arm
lightly. “Ma
petite,
you are trembling.”
“I’m cold,” I quickly answered.
“You
are also lying,” he said with an amused smile. Jean-Claude sat up, snaking
an arm
around
my shoulders. He laid a gentle kiss on my temple.
“Behave yourself,” I said.
Jean-Claude
chuckled, sending a rolling wave of gooseflesh over my skin. “Am I not,
ma
petite?
I am offering comfort, not sex.”
I sighed.
I wanted to be comforted. But if I gave in it would be a point for Jean-Claude.
Damn
it to hell. I leaned into him, wrapping my arms around his neck, resting
my head on his
shoulder.
I could smell his cologne. It was a sweet scent, with the undercurrents
of exotic spices.
His
baby soft curls brushed against my face. He was whispering something to
me softly, I only
caught
snatches of it here and there, it was in French. His fingers traveled up
and down my back
in
slow soothing lines. I pushed back gently with a sigh. “Go away, Jean-Claude.
I want to go
back
to sleep.”
Jean-Claude
kissed my forehead, like comforting a child. “As you like, ma petite.”
I
watched
him leave the room, and heard him shut the door gently as he left the house.
But I could
still
smell his cologne on the sheets, that one piece of him lingering behind.
I plopped back down
and
closed my eyes, hoping for a dreamless sleep.
Jean-Claude’s POV
I left
Anita’s house, shutting the door quietly behind me, but loud enough so
she would hear
and
know I had left. The outside air was frigid, but the cold did not affect
me. I glanced up at her
bedroom
window. The light was off, the curtains drawn. But I could faintly hear
her heartbeat,
she
was sleeping once again.
I returned
back to Guilty Pleasures. Anita would be safe this night, she was not in
physical
danger.
Not as of yet, anyways. If her dreams continued, then we would both know
it was time
to
be en garde.
As
I entered my office, I was met by an unpleasant surprise. I sank into my
black office
chair,
and met my visitor’s gaze with one of scrutiny. “What do you want, Gretchen?”
Gretchen
had let herself into my office, and was sitting on the couch. She had always
been
somewhat
of a nuisance, but with his increasing interest in Anita, she was becoming
even more
unstable.
I knew Gretchen adored me, in a girlish crush sort of way. Mon Dieu! It
was hard not
to
know. “I wanted to see you,” she answered, tossing her long butter yellow
hair. I had made
her
into a vampire, around 200 years ago. I had become friends with her father,
and she became
very
sick. I saved her with the gift of eternal life, but I am afraid it will
turn for the worst. “Where
were
you?” she interrogated.
I smiled slightly. “I was with Anita.”
Gretchen
immediately furrowed her brow in frustration. “With Anita? You know she
does
not
love you, Master. You are wasting your time.”
I waved
my arm in a dismissing gesture, but I knew the movement sent my scent along
to
Gretchen
on the air-currents. She widened her eyes with alarm when Anita’s scent
mixed with
mine
invaded her nostrils. “I have held her close this night, Gretchen. Are
you so sure I am
wasting
my time?”
“She has held your body, Jean-Claude, but not you.”
I frowned. “And what makes you so sure of that?”
“After she has pushed you away so much Jean-Claude, how could you not see it?”
“You forget yourself, Gretchen. Leave, now.”
Gretchen
did, slamming the door behind her. Childish.
Anita’s POV
I sat
on a velvet upholstered chaise. I was wearing a black silk robe, with a
black negligee
underneath.
But I was in the same crimson room, the bed sat over in the middle of it.
Shit.
However,
being dressed was an improvement.
“Ah,
Anita, you ran away from me last time.” The man with the golden eyes stood,
leaning
against
the bedpost.
“I wonder why?” I said sarcastically.
“I was very disappointed that you left.”
“Really. That’s what I’m about to be doing again, so see ya.”
I began
to reach out to shatter the dream again, struggling to wake up, when suddenly
the
man
was before me, his arms one on either side. His eyes were amazing, and
I felt him try to
suck
me under. Trying. “No, you will stay.” He said in a firm voice that did
not have margin for
argument.
Well he didn’t know me.
“Sorry, Goldie, you’re going to have to try harder than that.
I shot
upright in my own bed, breathing heavily. Only now did the fear kick in.
Someone
was
definitely sending me the dreams. I had to talk to Jean-Claude. I glanced
at the clock. It was
only
11. Jean-Claude would still be at Guilty Pleasures.
Author’s
Note: Oh yeah, some other things that haven’t happened. Anita doesn’t know
about the
arduer,
and Asher isn’t around yet. I guess its in a Laughing Corpse time frame,
sort of. Only
Jean-Claude
has reached the point where he’s on Anita’s list of monsters who aren’t
monsters.
Right.
So here we go……..
Anita’s POV
I walked
into Guilty Pleasures with a mission on a Monday night, and it wasn’t to
see
vampires
strip. A voice stopped me. “Do you have any holy items to check?”
“No,”
I lied, and continued towards Jean-Claude’s office. Much to my dismay,
I found
Robert
blocking my path.
“Hello, Anita.”
I nodded. “Robert.” I crossed my arms.
“Is Jean-Claude in?”
“Yes. You should really stop lying to Tiffany about your cross, Anita.”
I smiled.
“Fuck you, Robert. I need to see Jean-Claude, so if you’ll excuse me…”
I tried
to
push past him.
“Are you expected?”
“No.”
“Then I can’t let you pass.”
“Go
tell him I’m here, then! I am in no mood for games, so go tell him Anita
is out here
with
something important to tell him! And if you don’t, I wont be held responsible
for my
actions!”
Suddenly
the door to Jean-Claude’s office opened behind Robert. Jean-Claude stood
there
in all his beautiful glory. His midnight blue eyes flashed with anger.
“Is there a problem,
Robert?”
Jean-Claude’s POV
I was
writing at my desk in my office at Guilty Pleasures. It was around 11:30.
I was doing
some
paperwork. There seems to always be paperwork, owning Guilty Pleasures,
Danse
Macabre,
and The Laughing Corpse. Suddenly I heard quite a commotion outside my
door. It
sounded
like Robert, arguing with….ma petite. Yes, definitely her, no one can threaten
like she
can.
I flung
open the door. Anita’s eyes immediately turned to me. I knew I looked wonderful
in
all
black. I glared at Robert. “Is there a problem, Robert?” I asked.
Robert immediately dropped to one knee before me. “There is no problem, Master.”
“Then
what are you arguing about?” Robert bowed his head lower. I could sense
his fear
of
me. Good. Too many are forgetting who is master around here. He didn’t
answer, cowering in
silence.
“Robert.” I filled that one word with menace.
“I did not let Anita barge in on you because you were not expecting her.”
“Anita is always welcome, Robert. Remember it.” How could she not be welcome? Fools.
“Yes, of course, Master.”
Anita
entered my office, walking under my arm. She is so tiny, but mighty. I
chuckled at the
thought.
I shut the door in Robert’s face, not wanting anymore to do with him tonight.
I would
deal
with him later.
I leaned against the corner of my desk, crossing my arms. “Good evening, ma petite.”
Anita
stood in the middle of my office, her arms crossed as well. For such a
petite lady she
is
so good at looking intimidating. “Hi.”
“And to what do I owe this great pleasure?”
“I had another dream with golden eyes in it.”
I froze,
letting the life slip out of me. A thrill of fear ran through me, but I
knew Anita
couldn’t
tell. I am a master of harnessing my emotions. She waved her hand. “Hello?”
She does
that
when I sink away from life. I blinked, and furrowed my brow. “Who is this
guy,
Jean-Claude?
You’re scared.”
“I am not scared,” I said, not pleased that she could tell.
“Yes you are,” she insisted.
“I am cautious, ma petite.”
“Who is he?”
I took
a deep breath. “If I tell you, you must promise me you will not go out
with your
weapons
and try to hunt him down.”
She frowned. “I’m not promising anything.” Ah ma petite, you can be so difficult at times.
Anita’s POV
“If
I tell you, you must promise me you will not go out with your weapons and
try to hunt
him
down.”
I frowned.
That was my exact plan, like hell I was going to let some psycho invade
my
dreams
like that. “I’m not promising anything.”
“Then I will not disclose the name to you.”
I growled,
starting for the door. “Then I will find the damn name on my own, and take
the
bastard
out my own damn way!”
Suddenly
I was airborn. I landed sitting on Jean-Claude’s desk, stuff went flying.
He held
down
my hands on the desk on either side of me. He leaned into me so my legs
were immobile
as
well, and we were nose to nose. I was an effective prisoner, and he had
moved so fast I didn’t
even
have time to go for a gun. I made the mistake to turn my back on a vampire.
My heart
thumped
in my chest, and only partly because of fear. “You’re hurting me.” Jean-Claude
loosened
his grip on my hands, but I still wasn’t going anywhere. I closed my eyes
so I wouldn’t
have
to look into the intenseness of his.
“Look
at me, Anita,” he said softly. I opened my eyes. “Now listen to me, please.”
It was
the
please that kept my ears open. “This man is not your average vampire, Anita.
He is part
vampire,
part demon. He is the true head of my line of vampires.”
“What does that mean?”
“You know that Belle Morte is considered the head of my line?”
“Yes.”
“But
you do not know exactly what that means. I…” Jean-Claude paused, closing
his eyes,
as
if searching for the words. The closeness was incredibly intimate, probably
more than I
wanted.
“Some vampires of Belle Morte’s line, including Belle Morte, have something
called the
arduer.”
He paused again, still not sure how to explain.
“What’s that?” I prompted.
Jean-Claude
sighed. He was truly reluctant to tell me whatever this was. “It is another
hunger,
ma petite. A craving not for blood, but for flesh.”
“You can’t digest the skin of victims, Jean-Claude, its impossible.”
“Not
that type of flesh, Anita.” He rubbed his cheek along mine. “This type,”
he whispered
in
my ear, gently nibbling on my earlobe. I gasped. Jean-Claude moved back
to face me, either
sensing
or just knowing I was about to bitch at him on principle.
“So you’re some sort of incubus.”
“Oui,
ma petite. To return to the topic at hand, this man who seems to be taking
such an
interest
in you, is part true incubus.”
“What is a true incubus.”
“For lack of a better word, a sex demon.”
“Ok. So how did he get to be half and half?”
“I truly do not know. He just is, and now it appears he wants you.”
“So I’ll just bust out the uzis, or better yet, call Edward.”
“I
would not object to you calling Monsieur Edward, the more protection you
have the
better.
But I want you to understand how powerful he is, Anita. He does not answer
to the
council.
They let him be, he leaves them alone. They fear him.”
“So we are talking way more powerful than Nickolaos.”
“Oui, ma petite.”
“Shit.”
“Oui again.”
I sighed. “So he wants to have sex with me. Worse comes to worse, I can survive that.”
Jean-Claude
shook his head. “No human has ever survived a night with him, ma petite.
He…loves
them to death. The demon side of him kills his victims.”
“Great.”
I said sarcastically. I closed my eyes, and leaned my forehead against
Jean-Claude’s.
He moved his hands next to mine, so he was no longer restraining me. “So,
do
you
think silver bullets work on this bastard?”
Jean-Claude
chuckled, a low sound that made things lower than my gut clench. I was
suddenly
aware of how very close he was. “I hope so, ma petite. But I also hope
things do not
come
down to brute force.”
“What is his name?”
Jean-Claude sighed. “Amador.”
“So you’re afraid this Amador guy is going to kill me.”
Jean-Claude raised an eyebrow. “If he gets a hold of you, yes.”
“And that would hurt your power.” I said coldly.
Jean-Claude
frowned at the last remark. “I love you, Anita. I do not want to loose
you.
And
I know you love me, at least a little.”
I sighed.
“Maybe.” A slow smile played on his lips. He leaned in and kissed me gently.
His
lips
were so soft, like rose petals. I leaned into him, carried away. With a
low moan deep in his
throat,
he parted my lips with his tongue, exploring my mouth. His hands kneaded
into my sides,
and
I realized they were under my shirt. I buried my hands in his soft hair,
enjoying the texture.
Suddenly
the door opened. I jerked away from Jean-Claude, making him smile. He pushed
away
from
the desk slowly.
“What do you want, Gretchen?” he asked, not even looking to see who it was.
“Someone is here to see you, Jean-Claude.”
This made Jean-Claude raise an eyebrow. “Who?”
“I am not sure, Master. He would not give his name.”
“Is he a vampire?”
“Yes, Master.”
Jean-Claude sighed. “Send him in, I suppose.”
I hopped
down off of Jean-Claude’s desk. The sight of the visitor almost knocked
me off
my
feet. “Good evening, Jean-Claude.” Jean-Claude nodded at him, with a not
too friendly look
on
his face. “Ah, Miss Blake, so good to meet you in person.”
I stared
at Amador, the supposed bad ass vampire, shocked. He was…let’s just even
more
enticing in real life. Amador held out his hand for a handshake. I glared
at it. I had feeling of
immediate
lust and fear tumbling around inside of me over this man.
Amador
dropped his hand when he realized I wasn’t going to take it. He smiled
slightly.
Turning
to Jean-Claude, he said, “You have a lovely city, Jean-Claude. And a lovely
human
servant.”
“Indeed. So, Amador, why exactly are you here?”
Amador
smiled at me. He was trying very hard to win me over. I could feel his
mind
tugging
at mine, but then washing over. He was trying too hard to catch my eyes
as well. ”I will
be
frank with you, Jean-Claude. I am here for Anita.”
“Oh?
What for?” Jean-Claude asked, as if he didn’t know. Amador didn’t know
Jean-Claude
knew about the dreams.
“Well, we have something of an agreement. I have come to collect her.”
I frowned. “Like hell you are!”
My
hand twitched to draw the browning, but Jean-Claude touched my arm, warding
me
off.
“I am afraid ma petite and I are rather detained at the moment, Amador,
and I cannot spare
her.
Matters of state.”
Jean-Claude
lied smoothly. From the power coming off of Amador, I was actually proud
of
him. “Why don’t we ask her?” said Amador.
He
turned to me, waiting for an answer. This guy was arrogant. But he had
enough power
to
be so. ‘You want to go with me, come with me,’ said his voice in my head.
Shit. I took
Jean-Claude’s
hand, holding it up. “Sorry, not going, detained, really can’t tear myself
away,” I
said
quickly.
Amador
raised an eyebrow. My heart was thumping in my chest. Adrenalin. Fear.
“Very
well.
Then we will meet again soon, Anita Blake.”
Jean-Claude
squeezed my hand in his as the door shut, leaving us by ourselves once
again.
I
took my hand back. I couldn’t believe he let me go that easily. Jean-Claude
must have read my
disbelief,
because he said, “He is merely biding his time, ma petite. He will be waiting
for you,
when
you return home.”
“Shit.”
“You cannot return home this night, ma petite.”
“Where am I going to go? A hotel? And possibly shoot people up?”
“Come home with me, to the Circus.”
“No way.”
“I
will sleep in my coffin, and you may have my room.” I shook my head no
again. “As you
said,
ma petite. You cannot go to a hotel. To go home tonight would be foolish.”
“I don’t have any stuff with me.”
“I can provide, Anita. Do not worry.”
“I should say no.”
“Say yes.”
“Only if you promise to behave yourself.”
Jean-Claude smiled wickedly. “I promise not to ravish you in your sleep, ma petite.”
I sighed.
“That’s not exactly what I’m afraid of, but I have a feeling its as good
as its going
to
get.”
Jean-Claude
laughed. It played along my skin, a brush of silk. “Oui, ma petite. If
you are
finally
coming to the Circus with me, then it is indeed as good as it gets.”
I sighed, then smiled. I was going to the circus.
Anita’s POV
I walked
out of the bathroom in Jean-Claude’s room, clad in my pajamas, a pair of
exercise
shorts and a t-shirt. I found them in the car, a leftover change of clothes
from my last
workout
date with Ronnie. I sat down on the edge of the bed next to Jean-Claude.
He smile
wickedly.
“I am disappointed that you were prepared for an overnight stay, ma petite.
I have
some
wonderful things that would fit you nicely.”
I raised an eyebrow. “I doubt I would have worn any of them.”
He shrugged. “Do you require anything else, ma petite?”
“No, I think I’m good for now.”
Jean-Claude
sighed. The sun will rise soon, I will leave you to slumber.” But he made
no
move
to go. “Do I get a goodnight kiss?” he inquired, a mischievous gleam in
his eye.
I smiled. “If I say no?”
Jean-Claude
chuckled. “Then I will steal one anyway.” He leaned in to kiss me, and
I
stopped
him with a hand on his chest.
“What’s up with this? You have been way more aggressive tonight.”
“Aggressive?” Jean-Claude asked, quirking an eyebrow.
“Yeah. You’ve been advancing way more than usual.”
“You have been more lenient to my attentions this night.”
“Have not.”
“Oui, ma petite. You have not threatened to shoot me once this night.”
“I
shouldn’t have to. Why are vampires so damn attracted to me? I had my hands
full
enough
with you, and then this Amador demon lover comes along, who wants to fuck
me, then
kill
me.”
Jean-Claude
stopped to think. “I believe Amador wants you because no other vampire
has
tamed
you.”
“Killing me wont tame me.”
“I do not believe he wishes to kill you.”
“What? But his arduer would kill me.”
“Not necessarily.”
“Wait, you said no human has ever survived him.”
“Because he did not want them to survive. It is possible to control the arduer.”
“Meaning you can control yours.”
“Oui.
But I could not kill a lover with mine, even if I wanted to. It is more
pleasurable than
violent.”
I thought
about that. It made sense. Jean-Claude wouldn’t have been chasing me for
so
long
just to kill me. “So what, you think he wants to keep me as a pet?”
Jean-Claude dropped his eyes. “For him, it would be as such.”
Then
it all dawned on me. “You are afraid he’s going to mark me. And that’s
why you’re
being
so aggressive.”
Jean-Claude
frowned. “You are mine, Anita, and I will not loose you, not even to
Amador.”
There
was a solid determination in his eyes, but under that was fear. “I belong
to no one,
Jean-Claude.”
“No, ma petite, you are mine. But wouldn’t you rather be mine, than Amador’s?”
I slumped back on the bed. “I’m not an object to be fought over, dammit!”
“I
know that, Anita. But where I have tried to persuade you to come to me
over years, HE
will
force the marks upon you. He will take you against your will, whether you
will it or no.”
“He can’t force me. He tried to roll me with his eyes twice and couldn’t do it.”
“Then
he was behaving himself, greatly, ma petite.” Jean-Claude leaned over me,
his arm
by
my shoulder. “I love you, Anita. Amador does not. I want to be with you
because I enjoy
your
company, not for some twisted game of dominance. I want to make love to
you, not hurt
you.”
With each sentence he moved closer to me, until we were nose to nose for
the second time
this
night. “I want to touch you, to enjoy every inch of your body, starting
here.” He kissed me
tenderly
on the lips. I was lulled into closing my eyes. My hands reached up to
touch his hair.
They
traveled down to touch the smooth skin of his chest. I jerked back, to
look at Jean-Claude
smiling
down at me. He rolled to the side of me, propping his head up on his hand.
Taking my
hand
in his, he held it to his heart. “Touch me, Anita. It will not hurt, I
promise.” A wicked smile
spread
his lips.
“Don’t you have a coffin to crawl into somewhere?”
Jean-Claude
sighed. “I suppose,” he said, sitting up. I squeezed his hand, preventing
him
from
standing. He turned his gaze back to me.
I sighed. “I love you a little, Jean-Claude. But give me time.”
Jean-Claude
nodded with a smile. “I would give you anything you ask Anita, and time
is
certainly
something I have in my possession.”
I smiled.
“One more thing. I have to go back to my house in the morning, then to
work. But
I’ll
be back here by the time the sun sets.”
Jean-Claude
nodded. “If you are not back by sunset I shall scour the city for you,
ma
petite.”
I laughed. “Sounds drastic.”
Shaking
his head, Jean-Claude replied, “It is not. But I know I cannot forbid you
to leave
at
all.”
“You’re right, you can’t.”
“Then be cautious, even in the day, Anita.”
“I always am.”
“I
know.” Jean-Claude lowered his eyes, then turned his gaze back to me. “If
you do
encounter
Amador again, ma petite, do your best not to let him touch you.”
“Why? Jealous?”
“Not
exactly.” Jean-Claude caressed my leg, and something traveled up it, spreading
along
my
body in a cool rush of pleasure.
I gasped, my breathing heavy. “What the hell was that?”
“That
was just a miniscule taste of what the arduer can be like, ma petite.”
I hugged myself,
like
I was cold, but I wasn’t cold.
“I get your point.”
“Perhaps.” Jean-Claude kissed me gently. “Goodnight, ma petite. Je t’aime.”
I paused,
but then decided to answer, “I love you too, Jean-Claude.” Suddenly there
was
a
screech outside the door, a cross between a human scream and a cat who’s
tail had just been
stepped
on. “What the hell was that?” I demanded, going for my gun.
Jean-Claude
chuckled. “That, I believe, was Gretchen. She has been listening at the
door for
quite
some time.