Author’s
note: this starts at the point where Richard walks in on Anita and Jean-Claude
kissing,
in Jean-Claude’s room, after she was almost downed by the lady assassin
at Danse
Macabre.
Fangface or Furball
Chapter 1
“He still doesn’t know what kind of hose I’m wearing,” I said.
Richard smiled, some of the tension easing away.
“Too
smooth for garters,” Jean-Claude said. “Panty hose, though they could be
crotchless,
of
that I am not sure.”
Richard snarled.
I glanced back at Jean-Claude. “Don’t help me.”
He
smiled and nodded. He leaned back against one of the bedposts, fingers
playing over
the
bare skin of his chest. It was suggestive, and he meant it to be. Damn
him.
A low
bass growl brought my attention back to Richard. He stalked towards the
bed like
each
movement hurt. The tension sang through the building of power. Was I going
to get to see
him
change here and now? If he changed, there’d be a fight, and for the very
first time I was
worried
for Jean-Claude’s safety.
“Don’t do this, Richard, please.”
He
was staring past me at Jean-Claude. I didn’t dare look back to see what
mischief the
vampire
was doing; I had my hands full with the werewolf in front of me.
Something
flickered across his face. I was sure Jean-Claude had done something behind
my
back. Richard made a sound that was more animal than human, and rushed
for the bed. I
stood
in his way and tried to grab him, but he dodged, and was past me in a flash.
He
was suddenly there in front of Jean-Claude, trying to hit him. He was fighting
like he
had
claws, but his hands hadn’t shifted, yet.
“Richard!
Stop!” I shouted, but he paid no attention. Jean-Claude was always a second
ahead
of him, seeming amused. He didn’t fight back through, he only dodged.
I ran
to Richard and grabbed his arm. I made the one mistake I never made with
anyone
else.
I didn’t think Richard would hurt me. With a growling snarl Richard tossed
me towards the
wall.
It seemed I had forever to crash into the wall, time moved so slow. “Anita!”
I heard
Jean-Claude
call, and I slammed into the wall. It was fleshy, and giving, not a wall
at all.
Jean-Claude
had put himself between the wall and I, and I was still seeing stars. Richard
would
have
killed me, if Jean-Claude hadn’t been so fast. I started to slide down,
and Jean-Claude
wrapped
his arms around my waist so I wouldn’t fall to the ground.
This
seemed to infuriate Richard more. His hands shifted into claws. Every thing
was gold
rimmed,
and time moved so slow. I must have had a concussion.
Richard
rushed towards us and slammed his claws in the wall, right where Jean-Claude’s
face
had been. This happened twice more before Jean-Claude kicked Richard away,
slamming
him
into the bedpost, and rushed to the middle of the room. The rapier that
had been on the wall
was
in his hand.
When
Richard rushed us again, the tip of the sword was at his breast, and Richard
paused.
Jean-Claude simply held it there, letting Richard decide if he would impale
himself or not.
“Control
yourself, wolf,” Jean-Claude said.
Richard
swallowed his beast, his eyes went back to coffee brown. “I could break
that little
knife,”
he said in a hostile tone.
“You
are welcome to try, and I will slit you from naval to nose. You forget,
mon lupe, that
I
come from a day where a gentleman’s honor depended on his skill with the
blade.”
Jean-Claude’s
tone was cold as ice, his eyes burned blue fire with anger.
“Steel won’t kill me,” Richard retorted.
“Not a problem, for it is silver plated.”
Richard
took another step back, saying the fight was over. Jean-Claude lowered
the
rapier,
resting the point on the carpet. He seemed incredibly at home with the
sword. Had it been
his
companion, a long time ago?
Richard
got a real look at me. “Oh my god, Anita, I…” I didn’t think I looked that
bad,
most
of the damage was on my back.
“Yes,
Richard, take a good look at your handy work. Let it sink in that you almost
killed
the
woman you supposedly love.” Jean-Claude’s voice cut like glass. I flinched,
and he looked
down
at me. I pushed away from him gently, standing alone. I was shaky, but
I could do it.
Richard
took it as encouragement, taking a step towards me. “Anita, I’m so sorry,
I…”
I held
up a hand. “No, don’t.” He didn’t listen, and tried to take me into his
arms. I
stepped
back. “Don’t touch me,” I said loudly, almost yelling.
His face fell. “I did not mean to hurt you. I’m so sorry.”
“You
were just trying to kill Jean-Claude instead?” Richard frowned. “Look at
the wall
over
there.” I pointed at the smashed spots in the wall, claw marks in the wall
paper. “If
Jean-Claude
lost control like that every time he got incredible jealous of you, you
would not be
alive.
I would think you could extend him the same courtesy.”
“If
you would just make your choice already, you wouldn’t have to worry about
it. Once
we
go off and get married, he’s probably going to kill both of us anyway.”
Jean-Claude
scowled at Richard. He opened his mouth to reply, but I held up a hand.
“Do
you
really want me to make my choice right now?” My tone was flat, neutral.
“Yes, I do. I am tired of sharing, Anita.”
“You might not like it.”
He shrugged. “I think I have a better than 50/50 chance.”
I laughed,
and it was harsh. “You are way less than 50/50 right now.” He looked shocked.
After
that little display, this was a very bad time to force my choice.
“What are you saying, Anita?”
I stared
at him, face blank, for a few seconds. I could see the horror and pain
building in
his
eyes. I glanced back at Jean-Claude. He couldn’t hide a small smile that
graced his lips, but
he
said nothing that could possibly anger me, or provoke Richard again. “I’m
saying Jean-Claude
won.”
Richard’s jaw dropped. “What?”
“Dammit
Richard, when we’re not almost in each other’s pants, we’re fighting. Either
about
my
body count, or your reluctance to kill Marcus.”
Richard
held his eyes wide, so the tears wouldn’t flow. “If you’re breaking up
with me,
then
you can’t stay my lupa. What about Marcus? The fight is tomorrow.”
“I’ll go with you to the lupanar tomorrow.”
“Are you sure you can stand to be around me?” Richard’s tone was hurt.
“I
don’t want you to get killed, Richard, and I don’t trust Raina to not pull
something
behind
your back while your fighting.”
“Why do you want me to fight Marcus now, if its not me you’re worried about?”
“Because
I want Jason and Stephen and Sylvie and everyone else who Raina and Marcus
have
fucked up to be finally safe. Either you kill Marcus, or I will. If you
kill him, you get to be
king.
If I kill him, you still get to be king, but less people will follow you.”
Richard
nodded, and sighed. He walked to the door. “I’ll go home, Anita, but I
never
thought
you would choose him.” I blinked. I thought of a thousand scathing remarks,
but I said
nothing.
“Good bye, Anita.” As he walked out of the door, he walked out of my life.
I pressed
my lips together, staring at the door. The tears burned at the back of
my throat,
and
the bruises burned at the back of my body. Jean-Claude touched my back.
“Ma petite?”
I turned
around to look at my now only suitor. It was kinda a relief to have finally
picked
one
of the boys. But still, a single tear ran down my cheek. Not just because
I had lost Richard,
but
because he would tear himself up, because he had lost me due to his beast.
Oh well. I had to
go
to the Lupanar tomorrow night, and then we’d be out of each other’s lives.
I wiped
away the tear, and looked at it trembling on my finger. Jean-Claude took
my hand
and
licked the tear from my finger. “Ma petite, I realize I have won, but I
will not play the fool to
think
your heart has not been broken.”
I nodded,
because he was right. He reached for me, and I let him pull me into his
arms.
Snuggled
into the bend of his neck, I whispered, “And it doesn’t bother you that
I’m crying for
Richard
in your arms?”
Jean-Claude
laughed, it tingled, playing down my spine. He kissed the top of my head,
still
chuckling.
“Ah, but ma petite, you can not weep forever.”
I smiled.
“You always know just what to say.” I pushed away gently, even that small
touch
made
Jean-Claude’s skin twitch with pain, even if his face denied it. I touched
the skin his shirt
bared
lightly. A large purple bruise had spread from low on his stomach to below
his breast
bone.
I could see just the bottom of another bruise that seemed to extend further
up his chest,
probably
where my head had cracked backwards.
Jean-Claude
traced his fingertips up my arm. “And do I get to touch your bruises, ma
petite?”
I raised an eyebrow. “They’re on my back, Jean-Claude.”
“Oui,
je sais,” he whispered, stepping in close. His hands traveled from my waist
up my
sides,
then up and down my back in teasing lines. I was very sore, but his light
touch didn’t hurt.
Oh
no, it didn’t hurt at all. He licked my lower lip, a prelude taste before
claiming my mouth for
his
own. He explored me, leaving no corner of my mouth uncovered, laying claim
to the mouth
that
was now his, and only his. I pressed my body full front to his, forgetting
about the bruises.
Jean-Claude
slightly moaned in my mouth, but pulled me closer with hands on my hips.
He finally
drew
away, leaving us both gasping. He kissed me lightly on the neck, and whispered
against my
skin,
“I will reluctantly take my leave of you, for this evening. The sun will
rise in minutes.” He
kissed
me lightly, and was gone like a dark dream. My dark dream.
Chapter 2
I awoke
alone in Jean-Claude’s bed. It was a bit too early for any of the vampires
to be
up.
I disentangled myself from the black and white silk sheets and walked into
the bathroom. My
hair
was a mass of dark curls, I looked deathly pale under the bright light.
I glanced around the
bathroom.
There was no shower. Dammit. I felt grubby as hell, and I was going to
have to take a
bath.
Double dammit.
The
water drained out as I toweled off. I smeared hair goop in my hair, and
let it go. I
walked
out of the bathroom to get some clothes, wearing only the towel, when I
halted in my
tracks.
Jean-Claude was up, lounging on the foot of the bed, wearing a pair of
black pajama
pants,
but no shirt. “You’re up early,” was the only thing I could think to say.
Jean-Claude
smiled seductively and twisted around to sit on the foot of the bed. “Perhaps,
ma
petite. Did you sleep well?”
“Yeah. Silk sheets are great.”
Jean-Claude chuckled. “They can be. Especially in certain situations…”
“Really? Like what?” I played into the ploy purposefully.
“Ah,
I will show you, if you like.” He reached out and tugged at the bottom
of my towel. I
could
either go to him, or loose the towel. I had a good feeling I would be doing
both before the
day
was over. He drew me into the circle of his arms, and held me close for
a moment, before
planting
a gentle kiss on my neck. He kissed a hot line down my neck to my chest,
flicking his
tongue
out on the top of my breast, where the towel began. Jean-Claude stood,
pressing the line
of
his body to mine, and claimed my mouth with a passionate kiss.
Suddenly
I was in the center of the bed, tossed like I was only a feather. I didn’t
mind.
Jean-Claude
crawled towards me, moving like there were muscles in his body no one else
had.
He
looked graceful, and dangerous at the same time. He knelt before me, and
picked me up by
the
backs of my thighs, pulling me to him with a wicked grin. His eyes sparkled
with mischief, but
were
dark at the same time with a desire about to be satisfied. He had been
trying to seduce me
for
as long as I could remember, and I had finally given in. I closed my eyes,
suddenly very
aware
of my groin pressed against his bare stomach.
Jean-Claude
sat back and bent his knees so I sat almost in a cradle between his legs
and
his
torso. He ran his hands up my thighs, pushing up the towel even further.
I could feel him hard
and
ready below me, only his pants were in the way. “Jean-Claude,” I whispered.
“Oui?”
“If we make love now, Richard will smell it.”
Jean-Claude
sighed mournfully. “Oui, I understand. It would not be wise to anger the
emotional
Ulfric the night of the full moon.”
“Besides,
Edward will be here soon with backup. I would not want to be walked in
on by
him.”
Jean-Claude
licked my earlobe, making me take in a hissing breath. “Tonight we will
be
alone.”
Chapter 3
I knocked
loudly on the door to the Circus. I felt hurt, sick, beaten down, and I
just felt
like
crying. I really did not feel like letting a dumb door get in my way. I
was about to shoot the
lock
off when Jean-Claude opened the door. “Good evening, ma petite.”
I nodded
in hello, and walked in. He shut the door behind me. Jean-Claude touched
my
back,
then looked at the white viscous substance on it. His eyes widened. “How
did you get this
close
to a shape-shifting werewolf?”
I began
to cover my eyes with my hands, but stopped because they were covered with
the
gunk.
I held my hands out in front of me like they were something un-pure. “It
was Richard. After
he
killed Marcus, he…” I sighed, “He collapsed and shifted on me.” I sat down
on the stairs,
hugging
myself. “It was terrible. I could feel…” I shuddered with the thought of
it. “I could feel
his
bones, ligaments, everything breaking and reforming. Right above me. Oh
my God, it was
terrifying.”
I had started to shake. A tear ran down my cheek. Jean-Claude sat down
beside me.
He
scooped me up, placing me on his lap. I began to push away. “No, you’ll
get it all over you.”
Jean-Claude
held me tighter. “It’s alright, ma petite. It is just a shirt.” He brushed
a curl
away
from my face. “You need to be held, let me comfort you.” That was all it
took to make the
tears
start flowing. I buried my face in the bend of Jean-Claude’s neck and cried,
heaving sobs.
When
there were no more tears and the shaking subsided I realized Jean-Claude
was rocking me
gently,
whispering French softly in my hair. He knew I didn’t understand it, but
it was soothing all
the
same.
I walked
out of the bathroom. I was clean, and that is always a step forward. I
wore a
black
lacy nightgown that I knew Jean-Claude would like. It had a wide neck,
and hit me at
about
5 inches above the knee.
Jean-Claude
laid on the bed, his back against the headboard. His chest was bare, he
wore
only
the black jeans. He smiled at the nightgown. “Ma petite, I never thought
I would see you in
something
like this of your own choosing.”
I shrugged. “Do you like it?”
“Oui, ma petite. Tu es belle.”
I smiled. “Thanks.”
“Do you feel better now, ma petite?”
I answered with a sigh. “Much better, thank you.”
I stood
at the foot of the bed, gazing at Jean-Claude. His bruises from our collision
in the
wall
were completely healed, but I still had mine. They weren’t that bad, Jean-Claude
really got
the
worse end of the deal. But hey, he could heal it faster.
On
all fours, Jean-Claude crawled towards me. His movements were slow, deliberate,
seductive.
My breath caught in my throat as he knelt before me. He brushed lips against
mine
softly.
He ran finger tips up my arm, lightly, raising gooseflesh, tightening my
nipples and other
places.
He entwined our fingers together as he ran lips down my jawline to my neck.
He rolled
the
pulse on his tongue, and took in a deep breath. “The sweet smell of your
skin is intoxicating,”
he
whispered into my ear.
I smiled,
and kissed him. Jean-Claude began to run his hand up my thigh. He traved
the
lace
at the bottom of my gown, making the skirt brush against my legs. I traced
his collar bone
with
my fingertips, resting my hands on his shoulders.
Jean-Claude
watched my face as he ran his hands higher up my thigh to trace the bottoms
of
my panties. He snapped the straps on my hips, tearing a gasp from my throat.
He chuckled,
and
picked me up by the backs of my thighs. I yipped in surprise, that almost
remotely girl sound.
He
pulled me to him, and fell backwards so I straddled him. With a smile that
was wide
enough
to flash the tips of his fangs, he scooted backwards. I crawled with him,
so we were in
the
center of the bed. I leaned down to him, bending on one elbow. The sleeve
of my nightgown
slipped
down over my shoulder, exposing that and a lot of cleavage. Jean-Claude
reached up
and
traced the line of the collar, making me shudder. He sat up and bent his
legs so I sat in a
cradle
of his body. It was a position he seemed to like. He brushed his palms
over my nipples,
making
them hard and visible through the thin cloth.
“I
have wanted you like this for so long, Anita.” Jean-Claude smiled and made
a pout face,
pursing
his lips. “But you never cooperated.”
I laughed. “Live for the present and the future, Jean-Claude, not the past.”
“Oui,
ma petite, I agree. In fact, I am greatly anticipating the next few hours
of this night
with
tremendous joy.”
I blushed,
and he laughed. I traveled down my skin in a pleasurable wave. I traced
the
laugh
lines on his face lightly, and ran my hands through his soft curls. The
smile faded, replaced
with
an statement of pure desire. He closed his eyes, leaning the side of his
face against my palm,
holding
my hand to him. He kissed my hand, and ran lips up my arm, leaving a trail
of wetness
from
his tongue.
Jean-Claude
pushed my nightgown up my torso, and I lifted my arms up for him. He
slipped
the gown off over my head and tossed it across the room.
“I
might need that,” I said jokingly. Jean-Claude cupped my breasts in his
hands, making
me
close my eyes, letting out a small sigh. He kissed me, a quick brush of
lips. “Not if I have
anything
to do with it,” Jean-Claude answered with a naughty smile. He ran his fingertips
lightly
down
my sides, teasing lines that made me shudder.
Jean-Claude
set me down on the bed. I stared up at him. Suddenly his pants were gone.
He
took them off too fast for my human eyes to see. Jean-Claude hooked his
fingers in the straps
of
my panties, slowly drawing them down my hips, and then tossed them away
along with a
wicked
smile. He leaned down in a sort of pushup, and kissed me deeply. We took
turns probing
each
other’s mouths, exploring. Jean-Claude drew away and kissed my neck, running
his tongue
down
the center of my body to my stomach. Then he moved up with light kisses,
and took one of
my
breasts in his mouth, rolling the nipple on his tongue. I cried out as
he left me with a short nip
that
didn’t break the skin, and moved to the other.
His
fingers slid between my legs, and probed to match the movement of his mouth
on my
breast,
slow and lingering. He moved to my mouth and did the same. One of his fingers
slipped
inside
of me, and I cried out in his mouth.
I sat
up and forced him on his back, straddling him again. I kissed his chest,
and ran my
tongue
over his cross burn scar. I nibbled at his neck. “That is a reversed sensation,”
he
whispered,
his eyes closed.
With
a slight thrust of his hips he plunged inside of me. I gasped as a thrill
of pleasure
seemed
to thrust impossibly deep within me, in the places where his voice could
touch. He slowly
drew
out of me, preparing to thrust again. “I want you above me,” I whispered
shakily.
Suddenly
I was looking up at him, his midnight blue eyes burning with a fire that
had
nothing
to do with vampire powers. “I am surprised, ma petite,” he whispered.
“Why?”
I whispered back, not capable of a real voice from the sensations overwhelming
my
body.
Jean-Claude
drew himself out so only the tip remained inside of me. “Think about it,
and
tell
me when you have the answer,” he said, a second before he plunged fully
inside of me. My
back
bowed with pleasure.
He
moved slowly at first, but then faster. Emotions played over his face,
some were so
intense
I had no words for them. Tenderness, triumph, desire, a need so complete
I wanted to
apologize
for denying him. He slowed his movement, his hips thrusting against me
in irregular
movements.
The strain of slowing showed in his muscles, he trembled with the effort
not to meld
out
bodies into one. Then he sped up once again. His pelvis found that spot
inside of me that will
bring
me every time. I moved my hips to meet his. We both were straining to hold
our climax
back,
wanting it to last longer.
“Anita.”
I opened my eyes, not realizing I had closed them. “Look into my eyes.
Let it be
between
us what it always could have been.” I did, and he couldn’t roll me.
“I can’t,” I whispered. He spasmed inside of me, and it was hard to think.
“Open
to me, Anita, open your shields. Let me inside your mind, as you let me
inside your
body.
Love me, Anita.”
“I
do love you,” I whispered. I couldn’t fight it any longer, and the orgasm
crashed into me
in
a blinding rush, making me toss every shield I ever had to the wind. I
fell into the blue fire of his
eyes.
Jean-Claude bowed his back, and I opened my eyes in time to see his face
go slack in his
moment
of total abandon, I felt his release inside of me.
Jean-Claude
collapsed on top of me and to the side so he wouldn’t smother me with his
chest.
He slid out of me and I curled around his body, letting him hold me. I
could still feel the
aftereffects
of his eyes, the burning blue engulfing me. I stroked Jean-Claude’s hair,
he closed his
eyes,
a smile played over his lips. I snuggled into the bend of his neck. “Je
t’aime, ma petite.”
“I
love you too, Jean-Claude.”