Songfic by: jaded girl
Author’s
note: Try to figure out who the speaker is… by the way,
this was composed in Filipino language by a cool Filipino band. The translation
in English is in green letters in case you cannot understand my native tongue.
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Naaalala
pa I can still recall
Ang
kahapon na kay sarap at kay sigla Yesterday
that’s so happy
Naglaho
na lang bigla That just disappeared…
I sat down, reminiscing every single event that happened in
the past between us… and I wondered why it had to come to an end…
Akala’y
ako lang I thought I was the only one
Hanngang
magpakailanman Until forever
You might’ve guessed that I also have this certain affection
to you and I thought that you would always be there to return that affection
that seems to be a little bit unusual for us mazoku. Why did I even try to make
myself love you?
Ngunit
pa’no nangyari na But how did this happen
May mahal
ka nang iba? That you already love somebody else?
Pag-ibig
kong ito’y nilisan mo na… You already left my
love for you
And one day, she’s here again… you have been reviving her
all this time. Was I just someone to fill that empty space inside you?
Bakit
iniwan na (ang puso kong ito) Why did you leave
(my heart)
Bakit
iniwan na (ang pag-ibig ko sa ‘yo) Why did you
leave (my love for you)
Malilimutan
pa kaya kita, sinta? Will I still be able to forget you, my
dear?
Ano na’ng
gagawin ng puso kong ito What will my heart
do
Ngayong
wala ka na? Now that you are gone?
If you think that I couldn’t accept the fact…that you are
gone for good…that you are now back with her… I can take that. You know me,
right, Grausherra?
…okay, I take that back… I can’t. I don’t know how… I don’t
even know why this stupid song is stuck in my head and I end up thinking of you…
Pinangarap
na ikaw I dreamed that you
Ang
makakasama ko, makakapiling ko sa habang buhay Will
be the one whom I’ll be with, I’ll stay with forever
Pag-ibig
na tunay A love that’s true…
I smiled and felt something stinging my eyes. I turned my
head to picture on the bedside table and suddenly, I was crying. DAMN YOU,
GRAUSHERRA! How dare you make me cry! How could I even let myself fall
completely for you? I hate you!
Binigay
na ang lahat I gave everything
Lahat ng
oras at ang pagmamahal sa ‘yo All my time and
love to you
Para
lamang sa ‘yo… Only for you…
I could still recall those times when I would try to comfort
you whenever you think of Sherra because you couldn’t bear the thought that she
died…okay so beforehand, we were, like, dreading each other for a reason that I
could not believe became valid for many years when I still haven’t realized
your worth to me.
Ngunit
pa’no nangyari na But how did this happen
May mahal
ka nang iba? That you already love somebody else?
Pag-ibig
kong ito’y nilisan mo na… You already left my
love for you
I saw you with her today and she’s more than a general to
you now…she is your queen… and me? I’m still the Greater Beast… your sister…the
one whom you will dread for the rest of your life…
Bakit
iniwan na (ang puso kong ito) Why did you leave
(my heart)
Bakit
iniwan na (ang pag-ibig ko sa ‘yo) Why did you
leave (my love for you)
Malilimutan
pa kaya kita, sinta? Will I still be able to forget you, my
dear?
Ano na’ng
gagawin ng puso kong ito What will my heart
do
Ngayong
wala ka na? Now that you are gone?
We are mazoku and I can never change that… and so what if
we are mazoku? It doesn’t imply that I cannot even love someone, right? It just
says that we seek destruction!
Destruction…
Ang matatamis
na mga alaala nating dalawa All of our sweet
memories
Tanging
‘yan lang ang natitira… Are the only ones
left…
I can never destroy your feelings for her because I knew
that it was really Sherra from the start… dear Grausherra…
Ngunit
pa’no nangyari na But how did this happen
May mahal
ka nang iba? That you already love somebody else?
Pag-ibig
kong ito’y nilisan mo na… You already left my
love for you
So I guess, I’ll just be the one to destroy my own feelings
for you… I don’t love you, Grausherra…I don’t love you, Grausherra…I don’t love
you, Grausherra…I don’t love you, Grausherra…I don’t love you, Grausherra…
Bakit
iniwan na (ang puso kong ito) Why did you leave
(my heart)
Bakit
iniwan na (ang pag-ibig ko sa ‘yo) Why did you
leave (my love for you)
Malilimutan
pa kaya kita, sinta? Will I still be able to forget you, my
dear?
Ano na’ng
gagawin ng puso (Ano na’ng gagawin ng puso ko…) What
will my heart do (what will my heart do)
I don’t love you…I never loved you!
Ano na’ng
gagawin ng puso kong ito…What will my heart
do…
I don’t…I…
Ngayong
wala ka na? Now that you are gone…
…I love you…