Can't Change Me
A song by Chris Cornell
By: : fireball4u00@yahoo.com
This is a song fan fiction
written about the anime slayers. It is
supposed to be a sad
romantic fic, so read on and tell me if you
agree.
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She is so full of
fire. She knows where she is going and
where
remembers everywhere that
she has traveled. I admire that. I never
could get anything
straight.
She is so full of
energy. She knows exactly what she
wants and goes
through any means possible
to obtain it. I admire her goals. I
never had any, except that one,
but now that has been lost.
She is so full of
hope. She understands the reasons why
problems are
thrown at her and she is
confident she will overcome them. I
admire
that. I always doubted success, but never doubted
her.
At first I understood why I
followed her, but then that changed.
Then I understood why I
never wanted to leave her. I never saw
her
cry for me, yet I can feel
her soul reaching out for what she missed,
for me.
But wait just one minute
here
I can see that she's
trying to read me
Suddenly I know
She is so full of
knowledge. She always knew just what to
do and
knew exactly how to do
it. I wish I was like that. I was lucky if I
could remember what was
going on, but she would always explain to me
where I could
understand. That is one of the things I
always
appreciated.
She's going to change
the world
But she can't change me
She is a born leader. She knew exactly how to get things done, by
working together. I respect that. Improvising was her strong point,
but she loved the ideas
that I sometimes had, sometimes.
She is so full of
spirit. Running from journey to journey
was like
running from candy store to
candy store. She has a passion for
it.
I miss that. There were always people to steal from and
always an
inn that didn't hear of
us. She has a knack for it; I came
along for
the ride.
She has so much
compassion. Others only saw her hard
shell exterior,
but I knew how she really
was, and I think she knew it as well. I
realized that. She had her reasons for her actions, but she
shared
her feelings with me from
time to time, she trusted me.
She can uncover your
darkest fear
And make you forget you
feel it
She can be so afraid. She tries to hide it, but she feels she has
to
be strong no matter what,
for us. I knew when she was
scared. There
was no reason to cover it
up from me. I asked, she told me, my
smile
was her support.
But wait just one minute
here
I can see that she is
trying to free me
Suddenly I know
She is so full of
anger. She blames herself for things
gone wrong.
She seems to take full
responsibility even when it wasn't all her
fault in the first
place. I couldn't change her mind. I tried to
convince her otherwise
numerous times, but she held onto things.
That made her strong. Most of the time it was my fault, she knew
that, she didn't seem to
care about that.
She's going to change
the world
But she can't change me
She never stands
still. I admire her sense of
adventure. She isn't
one to be tied down in one
place for too long. I never wanted to
keep her in any one
place. That would extinguish her fire,
which can
never happen. I would have never let it.
Suddenly I can see
everything that's wrong with me
But what can I do?
I'm the only thing I really
have at all
All she has is
herself. There is nothing that belongs
to her, but
she has everything in the
world. She has magic, she has
intelligence, she has good
friends, she had me, and she has my heart.
But wait just one minute
here
I can see that she's
trying to need me
Suddenly I know
I never understood
her. She had to know that I loved
her. I did
everything but get down on
my knees and pour out my heart to her, yet
she never showed any signs
of returning the feelings. All I had to
show for it were bruises
and put-downs. I knew she didn't mean
them,
and I thought she didn't
need me. I was wrong. I can see her cry
out for me now, but I can
do nothing but sit by and watch.
She's going to change
the world
But she can't change me
No she can't change me
I can tell she is thinking
about me. She says my name. Not out
loud, but too herself. She keeps moving, and I am still following
her. It will always be like this. She doesn't need a guardian, he
has been lost, but maybe
one day she will find me again……
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I hope it turned out all right.
I bet you guessed who was
talking. It was written as if Gourry had been killed,
but due to
unfinished business he
couldn't move on. Guess what the
unfinished
business was??