Show Me the Meaning of Being
Lonely
Sung by: the backstreet boys
Author’s note: Okay, so
don’t sue me if you don’t agree with Shaila and Graushaila as a couple…coz it’s
just a product of my wild imagination. But don’t you think it’s worth it???
Anyway, read on…
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Show me the meaning of being lonely…
Graushaila
was shocked when he learned that his general is already dead. He didn’t know
how to react with the dreadful news…
Its hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe…
He
didn’t know if he wanted to cry or what, but all he knew was that he needed to
avenge her, he needed to destroy the one who killed Shaila. He felt mad and
disappointed at the same time, but the feeling that he hasn’t felt before
sprung immediately into his mind; loneliness…
Wild and free I could feel the sun
They tell me…
And
he felt it when he remembered the times they shared together as master-minion.
She was a great companion and a great minion, she understood his every feeling
and everything there is to understand about him which no one could.
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are?
There’s something missing in my heart…
He
pounded on the arms of his chair, hating every memory she has left with him.
“Damn it! Why did you leave me here!? Shaila!!!???” he yelled angrily, though
he knew no one could hear him. The cold air of his base became colder after he
yelled, as he began to recall the times when she told him to take it easy
whenever he is pissed by something, say he lost in a lame battle or so…
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love…
He
was trembling already. “Curse that bastard who killed her!!!” he whispered as
he thought of the days to come. Who would try to defend him? Who would save his
grace when he is being insulted? Who would catch him? “I can take care of
myself but…but…” he thought. Sure, he is strong, but is he strong
emotionally?..and Shaila was the only one there to make him understand his
emotions?
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me…
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are
There’s something missing in my heart…
And
so for the first time, he let his tears fall, wondering at first what they
were, then realizing what they are when he recalled the time when Shaila cried
for him.
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, my body and soul
How can it be you’re asking me to feel
The things you never show…
He
frowned, wanting to stop but he couldn’t. “Mazoku never cried…I shouldn’t be
crying…only weak humans, gods and dragons cry…stop it, stop it!!! No!!!” he
said aloud; but it only worsened it. No one was there to comfort him, only
Shaila did so, because his priests and other minor minions never cared about
him…only Shaila… “Why do I feel this way?” he asked himself.
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are…
He
then realized it was hard without her. “I will avenge you, Shaila…then maybe if
I win, I’ll try to bring you back, if I lose, it would take time to heal
myself…and it would take time to bring you back…but I swear I will try for you,
Shaila…” he said softly, remembering her smiles and giggles. It made him smile
slightly.
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are
There’s something missing in my heart…
And
he stood up, wiping his tears off his face, frowning, then walking out of the
room, his evil grin visible again, but his eyes filled with hatred and sadness…
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are
There’s something missing in my heart…
…and
loneliness from the one he truly loved….
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