Traitors
by Anonymous

Disclaimer: All "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" characters belong to the saint/demon Joss. I take no credit for any of them. Beleive me, I do not make any money off of these stories. Also, this song is called "I Quit" and I forgot who it's by.

Authors notes: This story takes place in season four. Basically, none of the stuff with Faith, the Assencion, the mayor, or Angel breaking up with Buffy and leaving. Here's what happened in "Traitors" part one: Buffy had gone away for the summer. One night, Angel had come across Willow being attacked by some vamps. He saved her and they went to the cemetery, and they kissed. To they're horror, Buffy had come back early and caught them. This story takes place a week later. This story is from Buffy's POV

Part Two


I'm still in shock

It's been a week and I still can't beleive it actually happened. I mean, you think I would have broken down by now, but I haven't. I have not shed one tear, not one. I have not spent any nights at home, watching old movies, eating ice cream, and wallowing in my own self pity. I have not gone out hunting for him, hoping he'll end up on the wrong (or is it right, now) end of my stake.

The thing is, I still think it's all a bad dream.

I mean, I know, I'm eighteen, I should be able to face reality by now. I should be able to cry, hurt, and heal. But, the thing is, I'm scared of crying and hurting because, I keep on thinking that there's the possibility that I won't heal.

Ever.

I know that I should confront them and talk to them about what happened. Maybe they'll look at me, questioningly, asking what I'm talking about and tell me it was all a bad dream. Maybe they'll tell me that it was just a mistake, that it was just something that happened and there is no explanation for it. And maybe my worst fear will come true, and they'll laugh in my face and say that they'd been seeing each other since I left and that they were glad that I knew and that I was hurting.

I don't know what they'll say. I don't know what my reaction will be. I don't know how things will be between us after all this is over. The only thing I know is that I'm not ready to get answers to our questions. It may take awhile, too. But one day, I'll confront them and see where it goes from there.

But tonight, I'm just gonna cry, hurt, and hopefully, I'll heal.


To Be Continued


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