Always and Forever

What is this liquid that flows from my eyes?
Tears of sadness and surprise.
Caused by a love I feared
by a mystery who was so dear.
He came upon the night,
as a beacon of light
and called my name from the crowd
though other women more loud,
voluptuous and full of beauty
had surrounded lonely me
I was his choice.
could it be that my name was spoken by his sweet voice?
We exchanged vows of love,
I was his immaculate dove.
Never once appeared painted
used up or tainted.
However he was Russian and Roman
and I was raised Mormon
More problems arised
and solutions lied.
He cared for me
But remained unhappy
No longer would he laugh and smile
not even for a little while
The situation became dire
and we both began to tire
Unable to see him depressed
and knowing it was I who brought upon his stress,
one night I stole away
and left a note in which to stay.
Even though we can't be together
I'll love you always and forever.
Though it hurts for me to say
I know things are better this way
So as I fall to sleep tonight
I pray with all my might
That what I have done will make things right
I hope he never forgets that from the start
he has always held a place in my heart