1. I shouldn't have had all that water. If only the other guy would get out of the meeting so I can go pee.
2. Damn oldnavy.com with their "Markdown Madness." Sure its such great deals and I'd love to buy any and everything on the page, but so does everyone else. Their server is so fucking slow!
3. I need to get some. Aish. Talking to Rose last night, I told her I haven't had any since January. Her response? "What?! Oh my god! I'd fucking die!" Gee, thanks.
posted by mars bars 12:07:01 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2000
ooops...did i forget to write in here today? Mianhae. I'm covering for the pres' secretary both today and tomorrow since she took a long weekend. Today was her bday so I don't blame her. Anyway, i have tons of work right now so i just thought I'd say hi. I get to eat dinner at the Punahele Grill with Rose tomorrow. YAY!
posted by mars bars 1:33:48 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2000
Ok, so maybe I've seemed a bit...what's the word...negative about being here. But in actuality I really have no negative feelings about the Bay Area and being here save for the ones regarding Anna and being so far from Grant. If not for those 2 factors I'd probably be living happily here and would probably continue to do so for at least a few more years.
Of course, with the Grant situation and having realized this summer how much I really do love Hawaii, my feelings have obviously changed. I can now see that I am in fact a "Hawaii girl," born and raised, and I just belong there. You can also factor in the fact that I'm starting to doubt my ability to achieve my ultimate goal here (ie getting into Cal) especially with the way my GRE studying has been going. But even if I did get in, I wouldn't be able to afford it anyway - the rent, not the tuition - without working fulltime, so it probably wouldn't work even if I it wanted to.
My point? I don't really have one 'cept to say that I'm not as unhappy as I may sound. I just need to go out exploring more, and that just requires me to be a bit more bold and daring...oooh.."audacious."..daring and fearless. haha. sorry, i have to start using my gre vocab words more often. So yeah. I may not be planning to stay here the few extra years I had thought in the beginning, but I will be here for a year nonetheless, and gosh darn it! I'm gonna have fun! Now...does anyone out there want to help me "dispose" of the evil roomie? hehe *evil laugh*
posted by mars bars 8:36:30 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2000
yeeeeeeeeeeeah! I went jogging yesterday so NYAH!
Anna is still an annoying biyotch though.
"oh maria, I'm so proud of you. So are we going to start being healthy now?"
Like WTF?! Just cuz I went jogging doesn't mean I've converted. In fact, the only reason why I actually brought myself to run was because I couldn't stand being outdone by such an annoying person. How's that for motivation.
I haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate it. Some one save me from her please!
posted by mars bars 8:32:18 AM
Monday, September 18, 2000
ugh~! i'm getting soooooooooo fat! I seriously need to stop eating so much...or actually, cooking so much. This weekend I baked cookies, and coffee cake, and then I also cooked Spicy Peanut Chicken and Fried Rice. Shit. My pants are a bit more snug, and I can see the fat in my tummy. NOOOOOOOOOOOO! See what happens when you put someone who is always hungry (seriously) in a job where the most energy exerted in the day comes while walking to and from the BART station. It is enough to make one mad. Aiyah!
...actually, maybe I should just go jogging some time huh. But I'm afeared to run in my horrid neighborhood, and once winter comes you can count any physical activities outside out of the question. boohar. what to doing =(
posted by mars bars 12:21:28 PM
Good News: I'm going home for Thanksgiving! (YAY!) Bad News: My mommy didn't sound too thrilled and actually made me feel bad when I called her with my "good news."
Good News: My mommy likes Grant. Bad News: She still kept insisting on Paul until i finally had flat out tell her that HE broke up with me. How many times do I have to tell her? You think she could've figured it out by now. sheesh!
Good News: The weather here will be nice and warmer than usual. Bad News: I will be experiencing my first triple digit temps ever. ACK!
Good News: I'm getting more work to do. Bad News: I'm getting more work to do.
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