I hope all you people going to the concert in LA [featuring Baby VOX, J, G.O.D, and (my utmost favorite duo) Turbo] have a great time. *sniff* If only I could go. If you're nice could you take a few pictures for me? Or maybe get Turbo's autographs? Or I KNOW! Someone kidnap them for me! C'mon! I know someone must love me THAT much to do it. (Grant isn't one of them though...the bastard. heehee)
posted by mars bars 4:49:05 PM
okie..new guestbook. Puhleeeeeeeeeeease sign it and make me happy. Pity me who lost my old one that I've had ever since I first started homepaging 3 years ago. heehee ;P
posted by mars bars 12:17:45 PM
There was a really cute guy on the BART today. Well, maybe not cute, more like fine. Woohoo! heehee I was sad though since I lost sight of him once we got off at our stop. =( I think he was Korean, but he could've been Chinese. Who knows. The only reason I say he looks Korean is because he looks vaguely like Tony An from H.O.T.
And speaking of H.O.T. their 5th album came out in Korea yesterday. WOOHOO! From what I've seen from the few pictures so far, they be looking reeeeeeeeeeally good, especially Woohyuk *melt* and Tony is actually looking better than he ever has before (its the hair). I want to hear their cd already. boohar. Anyone willing to burn it for me? keke
posted by mars bars 8:45:42 AM
Thursday, September 28, 2000
Fuck. I hate people who are sarcastic to the point where they make me feel like a complete ass, because it is then that my eyes start to well up. I don't want to cry at work so wtf..I have to hold it in, but its hard when I just keep thinking about how much of a moron I seemed to be. And then I get angry because it is not I who am the moron, but it is the sarcastic bastard that is. Dammit.
posted by mars bars 1:57:25 PM
Wow, I have so much work to do today, its amazing. I even sat down with the president while he signed some checks. He scares me, but he also makes me pity him. He's always travelling on business, is not married, and has no kids. To live a life and never marry, and to not have any children to look up to you and love you as the greatest person in the world is sad, don't you think? Poor guy. But he still scares the crap out of me. Dammit.
posted by mars bars 1:37:57 PM
damn! That sucks a big fat one. I've been having problems with my gbook for the last week and now I think it got deleted. WTF? boohar. I really liked my gbook too! =( All the memories of the last...3 years. >o.O<! nuhmoo boohar
posted by mars bars 10:20:47 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2000
oh yeah...and I'm a pretty damn good cook too...well, according to Tammy anyway. I would never just say it about myself right? ha! =)
posted by mars bars 10:58:35 AM
Tonight is a lonely night. Tammy and Anna both have a midterm till 8 so I'll probably be eating alone. Boohar. Anyone wanna come over? I'm making orange chicken stirfry. =P
posted by mars bars 10:56:25 AM
Tuesday, September 26, 2000
oh yeah...and I had a REALLY weird, whacked out dream this morning.
I dreamed I recently married Grant and then I went with Jhoel to Longs to get something. While there, I saw Fobio. I forget what I said to him but after we left the store Jhoel and I just sat along a wall and I leaned against her and repeated "I'm so glad I got married to Grant. I'm so happy." And I also remember asking why Jhoel hadn't told me that marrying someone would be the happiest event in my life.
So fast forward a bit and I find myself carrying a large comforter and blanket and walking with Donna to some hella ghetto dorms at UH. I remember thinking that I had just graduated but I was going to take a few classes for one more semester while Grant finished up his degree. So apparently, me and Grant were going to go live in this reeeeeeeeeeeally ugly, run down, ghetto dorm with Donna and it was really yucky but at least it was a place to live.
Okay, so that isn't the freaky part. What was freaky was that later on I'm somewhere in that dorm, which I think was probably condemned, and I see one of my coworkers being raped by this guy. She's acting really nonchalantly about it though, just waiting for the guy to finish, and she's even having a conversation with him. The weird part? The guy was Richard Pryor. ick! There's a really icky part....but I'll spare you the details. All I gotta say is that I was happy I woke up. whew!
posted by mars bars 9:17:55 AM
I don't like this feeling I have. I get it every time. Its the feeling where I start doubting whether or not I actually LOVE love the person I'm with. As a leo I guess I'm most captivated and excited by the actual chase and then when I finally get the prize, the luster and shine of it seems to diminish. I'm doing what I always do; I'm convincing myself that I actually do love him, and I'm trying to remind myself of all the things I loved about him before I actually had him. Its not that I don't love him, because I do...very much so...I think I just need a challenge. As if 2400 miles of ocean wasn't a challenge in itself. Don't worry, as always, this feeling will abate soon...I hope.
posted by mars bars 8:39:58 AM
Monday, September 25, 2000
hrmm...
the amount of time I work is about equal to the time of my allowed breaks, while my breaks (ie surfing the web and lunch) have equaled the amount of time I'm supposed to be working.
This reversal can't be good...you think?
posted by mars bars 4:52:26 PM
SUUUUUUUUUUP everyone!
Yeah, i guess yOu could say that I had a good weekend. I got out of the house for one thing. heehee. But seriously, the weekend started out with dinner at Punahele Grill, which actually disappointed me to a great degree...mainly because this server guy gave me the HUGEST attitude when I was just looking for rose's table. Sheesh! I was so irked and I felt all out of place after that. Plus the service sucked major ass, but hey, it was still fun seeing Rose and eating local kine grinds. heehee. The entertainment wasn't that bad either. =)
Saturday I got to see Won. The babo actually drove up ALL the way from Sunnyvale to pick my ass up only to drive ALL the way down to Gilroy. Isn't she insane? So we hit the outlet stores and I spent WAY more than I should've but I'm happy now. =) I got to see Won's apt that she's only going to be living in for another week and I also met her other roommie Curtis. Then Won drove me ALL the way back home. Aish...I should kick her, but oh well, I love her for being such a great friend. =)
Sunday was comprised of waking up, eating french toast, watching some weird Chinese movie, then watching Wuthering Heights (i like that depressing movie for some strange reason...and that's one movie where I've actually read the book first. *gasp*). I also got a call from Paul *gasp.* Paul, you were probably bored huh. ;P Then Tammy came home from her review, we did laundry, and then I made spring rolls for dinner to accompany Tammy's samchusam (i think that's what its called). I was so proud of my peanut sauce. yay! Then Anna came home, was amazed at my spring rolls, and then we all went grocery shopping. I think this was the fastest trip to safeway yet...and I think it was even cheaper than last week.
So yeah...very good weekend in my book. I should get out more often don't you think? I even got to talk with my sweetie last night. I miss him but its okay...only 1 month and 28 more days. =) So how was your weekend?
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