=( Mori appuh. Last night while I was reaching through the dark to put away my phone, I conked my right temple on the corner of my wooden bed frame. I awoke this morning with a headache so I popped two extra-strength Tylenol. Nine hours later...the pounding has resumed. Add onto that all the work I've been swamped with today. Sheesh, I wish for more work and it comes true. Go figure. Aigoo...jib eh gago shipuh. Nuhmoo pigonhae.
Tammy wants to go to the city tonight to watch a movie...possibly The Exorcist since its Friday the 13th and all. I'm mildly superstitious. I got my horoscope for today and it said: One choice you made may saved your life. You'll be less vulnerable to bad luck if you count your blessings at home tonight.
Gee, what a way to make me feel better. What to doing....we'll see.
Have a great weekend everyone! Aroha!
posted by mars bars 4:05:28 PM
Awww, I feel all special and loved. heehee *blush* Clara wrote the sweetest little note in my gbook. Actually, all the messages in my gbook make me smile. Thanks Clara, Min Jung, Winnie, Eric, Aleen and Jules. =)
I have this urge to write a whooooole bunch of people email. People as in friends both near and far, journal people, and also random web people. Well, I would...if I could just get my computer. *sigh* I don't know why I put myself through this. If only I could pay for everything now I wouldn't have to subject myself to this torture just to get the 6 months no interest. But alas..I must go this way and put up with the horrendous service at CompUSA. *shrug* Oh wells. Maybe Sunday. I feel bad for Tammy though...she's the one that always ends up driving me. heehee
*sigh* I love Grant. *daydream* ^_^;
posted by mars bars 12:11:46 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2000
I'm tired. I woke up this morning and didn't want to get out of bed. Well actually, I didn't want to get out of bed because it was so freaking cold! AIYAH! Yes, I admit it. I'm weak and totally not accustomed to this frigid weather. I guess I'll always be a Hawaii girl in that sense. eesh. It was soooper cold last night though. Even Tammy said so. heh.
I think I'm through sulking today. I'm feeling more bitchy though. Well, actually, less bitchy. I was more so yesterday. And as you can see, I'm very indecisive today. Blame it on pms or something. I think having my cycle coincide with Anna's is a little bit disconcerting though. dangnabit! hehe ;P
posted by mars bars 9:30:00 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2000
Aside from wanting to throw a childish tantrum (those are fun sometimes, don't you think? ;P) I'm doing alright. I've been lost in contemplation most of the morning and I couldn't even concentrate enough to study my GRE words for the day.
I considered changing the name of my journal. Yeah, I know the fact that someone else using the same word "journiary" is in fact so trivial and I shouldn't whine and pout like a 2 year old, but you must understand where I'm coming from. For the last three (THREE?! dang, i feel old) years I've kept this journal under the title "Journiary." Rose inspired me and she had no qualms about me borrowing her word, so under this title my thoughts have remained. It just sorta bothers me that now I'm no longer special and basking in the uniqueness of all that is a "journiary." It wouldn't bother me half as much if she had at least asked. If that person signing my slam book once before doesn't hint that she got it from me then I don't know what would.
*sigh* But I know I can't change my journal's name. Its become a part of the essence of my online existence. (pathetic isn't it?) I thought of possible name changes, but to tell you the truth, if I did that then I can honestly see my writing diminish to nothingness, because I mean, what would be the point? I don't want that to happen. =(
But its not like I copyrighted the word, and the fact reamins that I don't even know this other person so it shouldn't bother me at all. Then again, she does talk to a certain person who I know...but I shouldn't let that affect how I feel about her.
I dunno. Its just all so confusing. And while it may not seem like a big deal to any of you, it does to me. In the daily happenings of the world, the disappearance of my journal would have no affect (even though sometimes I pretend like it would. keke) and even though one reason I write here is because I love all your attention, the central point of it all is for me...me, me, me. Now do you understand? (if you dont, its okay..cuz neither do I. =/)
posted by mars bars 10:20:13 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2000
you know...I don't think I would be this depressed if they had at least asked. But I'm going to stop whining now. so yeah..umm...Dark Angel is pretty good. If I were a guy I'd be getting all hot and bothered over Jessica Alba too. haha. ;P
posted by mars bars 9:41:13 PM
ERK!!! I am kinda mad now. Well, not mad..just irked. Irked? AHHHHHHH!!! There is no word that exactly describes how I'm feeling. Why am I feeling this way? Well, how would you feel if you found another site entitled "my journiary?" Granted, I learned the word from Rose, and I'm sure there must be other brilliant people out there, but it just makes me feel...well, not so unique anymore...especially since some of the things there seem a bit familiar...not saying they copied or anything but you know. If they did, they never told me anything. =/ This is depressing. I feel the need for a complete overhaul now. =( Not that I could without a computer. *sulk*
posted by mars bars 9:29:39 PM
Tuesdays are so boring. Nothing much to do. eesh.
These days I feel as if I'm missing out on certain things online. I can barely keep up with what's happening with kpop and just that alone is enough to drive me insane. I mean, H.O.T's 5th album has been out for what...a week already and I've barely even heard their title track. Somebody kill me now! hehe.
But seriously, aside from the kpop, the jpop, and all the mp3s I wish I could dl off napster right now, I also feel as if I'm missing out on something in the journal world as well. I try to catch up with most of my favorite reads while at work, but there still seems to be something missing and I can't quite figure it out. Maybe its just an absence of certain journallers that I miss reading (like Michael...i wonder what he's up to these days..hrmm) and then add onto that those journallers that have recently chosen to go on hiatus (ie, Dave). I dunno if I'll ever figure it out or if this feeling will disperse once I get my freakin computer. Who knows.
Eh, whatever. Sorry for the babble. We now return you to your regularly scheduled programming.
posted by mars bars 1:07:24 PM
Monday, October 9, 2000
Aiyah...its so nerve wracking. I want to do so many things but i can't because I still haven't gotten a computer. =( Maybe by the end of this week..but eh..who knows.
Today is Columbus day so I had the day off. Unfortunately for Tammy, it wasn't a holiday for her. I walked with her to campus today. I had to pick up an application packet from the school of education. Walking there made me rethink the whole "moving back to hawaii" thing. As of right now I'm officially undecided. I wish it were an easy decision to make but its not and I don't think I'm ever going to figure it out until next year when I find out if I got in or not. That should make it a whole lot easier right? ;P
This weekend was absolute torture. why? Well, for one, Anna pissed Tammy off a whole bunch and it left the air quite tense. On sunday Anna pissed tammy off more and grocery shopping was a bitch. Tammy even snapped at me! Sheesh! By the end of the night though, tammy was better. Maybe it was just pms...or at least that's what I hope it was.
Saturday night I went to see "Remember the Titans" with Tammy and Lester. That is such a good movie!! I strongly recommend everyone to go see it. Its one of the best movies I've seen in a while and I'm glad I went to go see it. ^_^ I also got to finally go to Krispy Kreme. I didn't buy a bunch like I wanted since we were going to go back after the movie, but by that time all of us were tired and content. Oh wells. It was really yummy though. =)
hrmm, and finally for today I learned that Dave saw me walking the streets of SF on Friday...no not like that you weirdo. Sheesh. Its funny. He IMs me and tells me he saw me running a red light. I think to myself "gee, he must be thinking 'those darn hawaiians, they must be taught to run when it turns red.'" heehee, yeah my mind is just whack these days. i don't know what I'm thinking. But yeah..he did see me...on the one day that I choose to venture away from my office building to get boba. =) I always wondered if I'd ever bump into any of these online journallers on the street. Well, maybe next time I'll actually see him and say hi. Hi Dave! =)
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