yay! I got my speakers! Not like i can do anything with it but you know...almost =)

and Dave, I'm sorry I said what I did. I'll probably know what you look like should we ever meet. I guess that's just more reason we should get together some time soon. I mean, you do only live 15 minutes away. heehee.

Have a nice weekend everyone! *muah*!
posted by mars bars 6:26:25 PM

Ahh...I'm feeling quite wistful with so many romantic thoughts swimming around in my head. I called Grant last night and we had an interesting conversation, to say the least. We always manage to mention something about Japan and Korea and going there together one day. For some reason I just automatically associate that with future honeymoon. I know, I'm just setting myself up to be disappointed...but hey, you never know. Besides, I can't help it..that's just how my mind works. I always tell him how I want to hear him speaking Japanese, and he always tells me that he wants to see me speak Korean. Actually, I beleive his exact words were "I want to see you haggle." haha. No no dear, I leave the haggling up to Won. hehe. All I know is "Ajumma, Ssage Juseyo." ^_^

And these days, with Winnie preparing for her Hong Kong trip, and Comabound's wonderful pictures, I'm starting to get this urge to visit HK too. The HK insert in yesterday's paper didn't help either. And to think, it was only a year or so ago when when my mom asked me "Don't you want to see the world?" and I answered "No, I've been to Korea already so I'm satisfied now." Yeah..whatever. heh But that still doesn't mean I'm gonna travel the world like her. No siree...I mean, who wants to teach English in Thailand? hrmmm..... *heehee*
posted by mars bars 11:47:34 AM

Thursday, October 19, 2000

Woohoo!! My computer has been shipped! *snoopy dancing* I can't wait! (Am I spoiled or what? heehee)

Even though I'm tired, I'm especially happy right now. Not only is my computer on its way, but I got to talk to my sweetie last night. He had perrfect timing when he called since I had just come home from grocery shopping (yay! we have food again!) It was also perfect timing in the sense that I really needed something to pick me up. After feeling sad from the whole "Lucky" thing Grant made me realize that even if I were in Hawaii right now I wouldn't be able to see my kids anyway. Its not like Grant gets to either. Maybe I just miss the whole summer fun time. I really don't like time and change. *sigh*

But yeah, he picked me up and I went to bed a little past my bed time. Now, now I'm here at work enjoying my tea. (I dun dig coffee) I think now that I got to talk to Grant and the fact that I also managed to make a budget for myself, I'm not feeling as stressed as I was yesterday afternoon. I can tell I'm stressed because I've gone back to biting my nails a little. The only times I am able to stop is during summer vacation and well, since I no longer go to school I've been able to keep it up. Not anymore. *sigh* I think its the pressure of the upcoming GRE and CBEST as well as the whole application process in general. Add onto that my ever increasing debt. I know I'll be able to pay off real soon but without a concrete budget on paper my wild thoughts of forever being beated into submission by my evil APR got the better of me. Last night I wrote it down and now I can rest a little easier. Hopefully so can my nails. heehee ;P
posted by mars bars 8:53:56 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2000

Boohar X 2

First, my computer has been postponed for a week. =..(

Now I find out Britney Spears' Lucky is being retired on TRL today. Oh for shame for shame. I can't believe its been 65 episodes already. I remember when Erin and I were awaiting the world premire so we could find some last minute dance moves for our groups' performance. (unfortunately, there was absolutely no dancing in that vid. heh) *sigh* Time is just going by so fast. I miss my kids...and of course I miss Grant.

Boohar.
posted by mars bars 7:19:00 PM

Aigoo....its already 1:38pm and I still have to go to lunch. The receptionist, who I cover for, better not be late again today. Yesterday I didn't get to have lunch until 1:45! Today it will probably be at 2:15. *sigh* Oh well. Serves me right I suppose. At least this way I'll be having lunch at the right time relative to Hawaii. Hrmm, why lookie here...by my watch it says 10:39 am. Heh. yeah, I'm still being the retard I am with my watch still set to HST. So sue me. sheesh. I'll change it after daylight savings ends. eesh.

On another note..I'm so happy...yes so happy! Sing with me now! hehe. I found out last night that my computer is now in the assembly stage. Its only a matter of days now. Yes, very happy indeed. =)
posted by mars bars 1:39:20 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2000

Isn't Woohyuk hot (no pun intended. hehe)? *melt* Woohoo!
Props to Anner for the wonderful job on all her pictures. =)
posted by mars bars 4:34:07 PM

I feel stagnant. I think its this job. It does absolutely nothing for me. No challenges, no nothing. Well, maybe it helps me build better phone ettiquette but that's about it. (Did I ever mention how deathly afraid I am..er..was about calling people and answering business phones?) Sometimes I wish I HAD taken that teacher's assistant job where I'd help out one teacher and then have my own class in the afternoon. Only problem was that it required at least a year commitment which lasted until August (I may be back at UH in June) and it wasn't quite fulltime. I doubt it paid very well too. But there's one thing that working with kids gives that this job doesn't...the requirement to stay on your toes and feel like you actually are "molding the future of America." Oh how cheezy did that just sound? eesh. But you can't deny the truth in it.
posted by mars bars 11:34:32 AM

Monday, October 16, 2000

I bought a Dell computer yesterday. Its better this way. I carefully tug at my empty pockets while I fulfill my spoiled needs. heehee. I can't wait till it gets here. *fidgeting in my seat* goddammit..why do i have to be so fricken impatient? haha

I also went to church Saturday evening. *gasp* I am in the process of contemplating everything religious that I've known for all my life. I guess not going to church since Ash Wednesday and dating a Mormon can do that do you. eesh.
posted by mars bars 2:18:29 PM

WOOHOO! Angela Baraquio won Miss America! I'm so happy! When I was little her and her family went to my church. Their family is huge! 10 kids! They had their own band and performed in church, but then they changed churches. Later I met up with Albert at UH...I think he is the youngest son? Anyway, he's my age and he's so funny. I think its so cool that I sorta kinda have a connection to Miss America. lol. Yesterday my friend Russell was going crazy. He went to school with "Angie" and he was laughing at the fact that his friend had gone out with her in hs and then broke up. Oh how that guy must be kicking himself now. hehe. Russell is so weird. Anyway, props to the first Asian American Miss America..from HAWAII baybee!!! woohoo. heehee
posted by mars bars 9:23:13 AM