I don't know why I even stress about these things. Its not like I even want to make this my career. Such trivial insignificant things and I've given myself a headache. joy joy. I think i'll go pop some pills now.
posted by mars bars 2:02:33 PM

Dammit min!! You don't need to link me like that. Aish. I'm gonna kick you real soon. heh
posted by mars bars 8:25:56 AM

Thursday, November 16, 2000

Yesterday someone asked what ethnicity I am. I told them Korean/Irish. He said he knew it had to be some mix because I "look exotic." Uhh...sure. He said to take it as a compliment. Umm...ok. I look exotic. woo. Now I can die happy. *extreme sarcasm*
posted by mars bars 11:28:58 PM

Oohhhhhhh how I need to get laid soon. I'm sorry, but I'm just about at the end of my wits when it comes to this. heh. 11.5 months! >.<
posted by mars bars 8:38:01 PM

ERGH!!!!

This whole receptionist-calling-in-sick shit has got to stop. You see, part of my job description is to cover for her whenever she's out, which includes smoke breaks, pee breaks, lunch breaks, sick days, vacation days, and days she decides she needs to leave early. It gets to be a extreme pain in the ass...especially when she rings my extention to say "breaaaaaaaaak" and then hangs up. She is always out for some reason or another and she's only been with the company a month more than me! Errrrrrr....

So for today I'm stuck doing her crap while trying to finish my crap. I have deadlines people! Then it doesn't help that the fax machine isn't working and 5 gazillion people need me to do things for them. Can't they see I'm busy? Frick. Don't bother me. >.<
posted by mars bars 11:11:54 AM

Wednesday, November 15, 2000

Ahhh....Rurouni Kenshin...So sad [ova]...so funny [series]...he's so cute. I wish I were anime. =P

Time to do work now. I actually brought work home. Scary.
posted by mars bars 9:42:20 PM

Damnit. I think I'm pms-ing. I feel extraordinarily fat and my nipples hurt. Guys who don't appreciate what we women go through can go to hell! hehe hrmm...I'm also feeling quite overly vindictive...another tell tale sign. =)
posted by mars bars 2:20:30 PM

Min is such a dork. haha. A blog AND a journal? lol BITER! nah nah. jk. At least you got a haircut bud. Maybe get a little more off next time? heehee. Hope you're having fun at work! Stop wasting time! That's my job. =)
posted by mars bars 2:15:20 PM

Started thinking about my trip home and nervousness suddenly hit me. I haven't seen him in almost 4 months; its almost as if we haven't met yet...like and online thing? har. But I like these butterflies in my stomach. Anyone who can give me butterflies must be special. =)
posted by mars bars 10:17:56 AM

Tuesday, November 14, 2000

ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!

She just HAS to talk so fucking loud! She is sooooooo annoying!!!! Nag nag nag...whine whine whine...argue argue argue.

CLOSE YOUR FUCKING DOOR!!!!
posted by mars bars 11:50:47 PM

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! *squealing*

=X
There's the sandcastle building going on at Pearlridge again! I'm getting all sentimental. *sigh* I can't wait to go home. =)
posted by mars bars 11:49:55 PM

Okay, I think I've babbled enough tonight don't you think? I don't even know what I'm talking about most of the time heh. And why is it so fucking cold!!! The gods are surely laughing at me now. *grumble*
posted by mars bars 11:31:25 PM

Its fun finding people you knew years ago online. I found Gyorgy's email address through the Calpoly search. heh. I wonder if I should email him. And no, I don't think its stalking. So what if I liked him for 3 years beginning in 7th grade. lol I've grown up since then. But I suppose it would probably be weird for him to suddenly hear from some psycho chick. haha. *sigh* Oh well, at least its nice knowing that people from my childhood are doing well in life. =P
posted by mars bars 12:33:13 PM

Experienced the almost-fainted-because-of-low-blood-sugar deal this morning on BART. Serves me right for rushing out the house without eating breakfast. Thankfully I scored a seat just as I was praying for God to give me a miracle. Heehee, God is cool like that. I got to see CG#2 today too. woohoo! Then I came into work and avoided everyone due to my cranky, lightheaded self. hehe. Now? Now I am enjoyably eating my snickers and trying to deal with all the work people are stockpiling on me. whee. Fun.
posted by mars bars 11:56:17 AM

Monday, November 13, 2000

Woah...Nsync doing a remix of Glenn Medeiros' Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You. haha. I dig it. (I also used to really dig Glenn...but that's another story)
posted by mars bars 10:25:14 PM

Oooh...i forgot to mention that I moved to a new cube today. Actually, they moved me on Friday, but since I took that day off I got to move all my stuff today. Who knew I could accumulate so much useless shit in 2.5 months? Now I'm in a more spacious, centrally located cube next to everyone. I feel so important now. Oh! And plus! I finally gained access to my voicemail...yeah..only now. Obviously I'm not THAT important.
posted by mars bars 3:48:26 PM

ugh...i feel so sick. all i ate was a sandwich and a super sour orange but I feel ucky. bleh.
posted by mars bars 1:24:20 PM

I had the most awful, disconcerting dream this morning.

I was in this suburban town where the tallest thing was a mountain. Then all of a sudden McDonalds grew so large that it reached the clouds...supposedly because McDonalds was "special." I don't know how or why, but I ended up going inside that monolithic Mcds and I stood in line to order. When I got to the register I ordered a BigMac meal and a Crispy Chicken sandwich (don't ask me why since I don't even like that dry, ucky thing), only to find that the cashier, who happened to be a manager of some sort, messed up on my order and was trying to fix it so they could give me some of my money back. That fricken lady took so damn long but I was surprisingly patient. Then I finally got my money and I went to get my food. Since I had been waiting at the cashier for so long, my chicken sandwich had been ready for a while and so it was probably cold so I asked the girl if she could nuke it or something to warm it up. I don't know quite what happened next, as I've forgotten most of the other details. All I know is that I ended up realizing that I hated Mcds so much and when they weren't delivering the service I expected I snapped. I started yelling and making a scene in that Mcds. All I wanted was my goddamn food and they couldn't even do that!

I awoke with a start and realized I was almost late. I don't think I'll ever hit the snooze button again if this is the consequence. McDonalds...ugh. No wonder I still can't bring myself to ever go there again.
posted by mars bars 11:12:04 AM

Sunday, November 12, 2000

Does it point to mental illness if I like putting one song on repeat for hours on end?
posted by mars bars 10:34:33 PM

Ok, so maybe I'm just weird and see things that nobody else can. But you still love me right? JP...you didn't have to go prove how my mind must always be in the gutter. Its not...really! ...only SOME of the time.heh
posted by mars bars 12:19:04 PM

I meant to update my journal after getting home from the GRE, but I went out instead. I'll update tomorrow...fresh stories to tell. Lets just say that to me, my scores are making cal seem like a real option now. whew. I'm glad. Now I can relax. =)
posted by mars bars 12:56:49 AM