Well, for all those that are reading this today is seven days short of the 3 month anniversary of Christina's death. Who knew that time was not a healing power in any of this. I hurt more then ever now then before. It's also the end of the school year, Christina will not be graduating with us from art's york visual, nor will she be signing my year book this year. Oh how I wish that I can turn back time, and just spend just one last day with her, and say my proper goodbyes. I know that she is with me because I've had countless miracles happen. One of them was not to long ago. I just fell asleep and began to dream at about three o'clock in the morning, and all of a sudden I felt a tap on my shoulder. I woke up from my dream state and opened my eyes and there Christina was– a glowing translucent face smiling at me by my bed side. I wanted so much to say something to her, but my mouth would not open no matter how hard I tried to speak. The words that Christina said to me were simple yet had so much depth that even now I begin to wonder if her message was larger then the words itself. Christina said one sentence to me, " I just wanted to wake you up so that we can have some sort of introduction". Then, after she spoke I felt tingles all over my body and was put back to sleep by some force and couldn't open my eyes, which I so desperately wanted to do. I manage to open them a crack and I saw a glimpse of golden light, the same light that illuminated Christina's face. I was ‘allowed' to wake up not too long after that, the tingles were still there and honestly I was scared. Most of all I was happy though, because she in a way letting me know that she will continue to be with me in spirit for the rest of my life. During Christina's funeral I remember a bell ringing right before the service started. I recalled at that moment that I read some where every time a bell rings a angel has earned their wings. I said that to my mom whom was talking to the vice principle from my school, my exact words were "an angel has earned their wings". They didn't understand what I meant, of course. But, I knew that Christina has her wings and I hope everyone believes she does too. Even though the pain is magnified as time goes on, always remember that Christina is still our angel and will be an angel till eternity. Love, Unice
One of them was not to long ago. I just fell asleep and began to dream at about three o'clock in the morning, and all of a sudden I felt a tap on my shoulder. I woke up from my dream state and opened my eyes and there Christina was– a glowing translucent face smiling at me by my bed side. I wanted so much to say something to her, but my mouth would not open no matter how hard I tried to speak. The words that Christina said to me were simple yet had so much depth that even now I begin to wonder if her message was larger then the words itself. Christina said one sentence to me, " I just wanted to wake you up so that we can have some sort of introduction". Then, after she spoke I felt tingles all over my body and was put back to sleep by some force and couldn't open my eyes, which I so desperately wanted to do. I manage to open them a crack and I saw a glimpse of golden light, the same light that illuminated Christina's face. I was ‘allowed' to wake up not too long after that, the tingles were still there and honestly I was scared. Most of all I was happy though, because she in a way letting me know that she will continue to be with me in spirit for the rest of my life. During Christina's funeral I remember a bell ringing right before the service started. I recalled at that moment that I read some where every time a bell rings a angel has earned their wings. I said that to my mom whom was talking to the vice principle from my school, my exact words were "an angel has earned their wings". They didn't understand what I meant, of course. But, I knew that Christina has her wings and I hope everyone believes she does too. Even though the pain is magnified as time goes on, always remember that Christina is still our angel and will be an angel till eternity. Love, Unice
During Christina's funeral I remember a bell ringing right before the service started. I recalled at that moment that I read some where every time a bell rings a angel has earned their wings. I said that to my mom whom was talking to the vice principle from my school, my exact words were "an angel has earned their wings". They didn't understand what I meant, of course. But, I knew that Christina has her wings and I hope everyone believes she does too. Even though the pain is magnified as time goes on, always remember that Christina is still our angel and will be an angel till eternity. Love, Unice
Love, Unice
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