'Stresshead' comes from my complete inability to vent anger in small manageable doses like most people do. bottle it up and force it down and never let it show because anger is weakness. things pushed down and forgotten have a way of festering and growing inside, in the pit of my stomach and poisoning my thoughts.

A 'Mistake' is what I feel like. It doesnt matter what others see when they look at me. Thats only skin deep. People tend to see what they want to see because reality is completely subjective. What lies beneath a guise of normalcy can be severely disturbed.

'Religion' isnt a bad thing however organized religion is an atrocity. How many genocidal crusades where children are slaughtered and women are raped have been undertaken in the name of GOD. How many people have given thier children to pedophile priests in the name of faith. And how many televangelists have swindled millions out of the gullible and enfeebled masses. Its sickening.

'Death' comes to us all. you could die tommorow. you could be dead already and just not realize it. In a world where people are obsessed with preserving themselves for as long as possible I find myself thinking that its such a waste. When I die, I'd like to be drug out into the forest to be eaten by wild animals and decompose into the soil as it was meant to be. In your vanity you seal your useless putrid mortal vessel in a box in the ground for nothing.