You touch my skin and my wounds heal
you stroke my sin and i can feel
whatever you want i will give
fuck me up, i don't want to live

Your rough, hard hands mould my skin
i feel your hate from deep within
you tell me not to scream or cry
i love the pain, please tell me why

What i see is not what it seems
your burning hate, my silent screams
what you say is not what it means
your fist doesn't lie as it shatters my dreams

You tell me the words i need to hear
you make me feel by inflicting fear
i left what i loved to be with you
so make me suffer like i want you to

it's too late now, no turning back
my milk-white skin, now blue and black
when you're done you walk away
untie my hands so i can pray

what i see is not what it seems
your bloody fist invades my dreams
what i never say, inside it screams
blue and black is what it means

when you're done please walk away
untie my hands so i can pray
what i never say i will scream
blue and black, the color of my broken dreams

-Kate 98