you kiss my cold and clammy flesh
give me all your hate, nothing less
hands tied together, legs spread apart
break this already shattered heart
for you I'm nothing but tender meat
a lifeless body for you to beat
I'm the bitch that you deplore
use my body, what's mine is yours

I want to die, please show me how
you've gone this far, why stop now?
I want to be more than an obediant pet
want to feel more than timeless regret
you promise me that this will soon end
but then you do it all over again
what you do to me i know is wrong
but feeling pain's better than being numb

when you swear it will never happen again, I'm glad when it does
when you break me again and again, i know that it's love

He says this isn't love, what you do to me
but i know it's the way it's meant to be
He says I'm not what you say I am
that i shouldn't give in to your demands
I want to feel you want me, or even understand
but all i seem to feel, is the back of your hand
i know all your lies, before they're even spoken
how can you break me, when I'm already broken?

when you swear it will never happen again, I'm glad when it does
when you break me again and again , i'm sure that it's love

my mother always said "you are what you make yourself"
and i know what that makes me.

-Kate 98