I asked for your love
you gave me your dick
I begged for the truth
your lies made me sick
I gave you my purity
you dirtied it black
I sold you my soul
now I want it back.

I’m inside out
I can't describe what you did to me
I'm torn apart
I cannot be what you want me to be
thought that you loved me
now I know that is untrue
I was just another bitch in your bed
and when I fuck, it's for you

once I was beneath you
lying in your bed of lies
you infected me with this hunger
left me with my cries
I know all your secrets
every lie too
I was just another whore in your bed
and when I fuck, i fuck for you.

hold onto what you’ve got
I heard you say. ...
but you left me with nothing but these tears
every break of day
now all that I have of you
are the memories in my unravelling head
and the only time I was alive
were the nights inside your bed
i want you to need me
like i need you
but i'm just a plaything
and when i fuck it's for you.

I can't give up on what we had
although that was nothing at all
the higher up you made me go
the further down I’d fall
Now I'm here for all to see
everything torn out of me
I’ll never be what you want me to be
never see what I used to see
i can remember every word you said
and i wish that they were true
when i'm lying another's bed
i imagine that it's you.

struggling with skin-tight regret
I cannot learn to forgive
and I will never forget
I know that it's over
I know that it's true
I was just another number
but when I come, i think of you.

I'm a shadow of what I used to be
and you're blocking out all that I see
I’d sell forever to be more than a body in your bed
but I was nothing more than a digit in your head
i know that i'm nothing
i know it, i do
i was just a piece of meat in your bed
and when i do it, i picture you.

sick and twisted thoughts
burn through your evil mind
a wolf in sheeps clothing
waiting for your next find
i don't know how to move on
i don't have a clue
i know that you don't care
but when i fuck, it's for you.

-Kate 97