You split open my lip, made my eyes black as jet
but somehow found the words to make me forget
you made me bleed til i thought i wouldn't live
but always found the words to make me forgive

You gave me this hate that burns inside
these endless tears that stay by my side
you made me not know the truth from lies
and made me wonder if i'm really alive

I stare at your picture, on my broken shrine
remember your body moving on top of mine
you didn't keep your games in our bed
but played each one inside my head

Now that it's over, there's nothing left to find
no spells have the power to ever make you mine
no matter what you did, i would forgive and forget
but you left me empty, caressing cold regret

You gave me this pain that churns inside
anything good you have denied
you gave me the hunger between my thighs
and only with you can i feel alive

Tainted blood falls upon your shrine
a sacrifice to get back what should be mine
i lost everything when we closed your bedroom door
I feel like a game no one plays anymore.

-Kate 98