Submissive Seeking Female Dominant

i have no understanding of why
there i was 25 standing in a bar
watching you walk in
leading them by chains
you took a seat and they sat on the floor around you
my eyes could not leave you
they were drawn with mystery, compassion and desire

you noticed my stare and only nodded to me
i was compelled and drawn
i walked across the room and sit at your heals
you placed your hand on my head
guiding my eyes down

friends of mine quickly came
grabbed my arm and led me away
they thought something was wrong

asked me if i was nuts.........
they didn't understand
since then i have had many years of longing
many years to search, never seeing you again
i know you are out there
i know you exsist
i know that you are not
just in the stories i read.

i have since searched for what i need
in bossy relationships
not knowing how to find you
i enjoy making my partner mad
just to enjoy the sense i feel
when she is demanding.

i need to be owned
i need to have someone control me
i need to know i belong

you noticed my stare and only nodded to me
i was compelled and drawn
i walked across the room and sit at your heals
you placed your hand on my head
guiding my eyes down

friends of mine quickly came
grabbed my arm and led me away
they thought something was wrong

asked me if i was nuts.........
they didn't understand
since then i have had many years of longing
many years to search, never seeing you again
i know you are out there
i know you exsist
i know that you are not
just in the stories i read.

i have since searched for what i need
in bossy relationships
not knowing how to find you
i enjoy making my partner mad
just to enjoy the sense i feel
when she is demanding.

i need to be owned
i need to have someone control me
i need to know i belong.