Accidentially In Love Chapter 3 ~*~~*~ Great I’m going to have lunch with the girls I can get to know more abouteven though I felt I knew everything about her “So you been dancing long?” I asked Linzi as we found a table and waited for the others to join us after ordering “Ever since I was a little girl and I can say it’s an honour to be working with you” she smiled “Why? Thank you” I replied and smiled back “So you have a boyfriend?” I asked “Yeah I do” she replied I felt a part of my heart die as I heard that “And he’s name would be?” I asked “Andy he’s a chief in La Shunts” she replied “Nice so I bet you’re well fed then” I said and we laughed “Yes” she said after a while the others came over and a lot of random conversations started between us we we’re all having a laugh “I think we better get back now”said looking at the clock “Oops yeah I think your right”said as we left “Right guys and girls the tour is in a week so let’s get cracking” Paul said as Saz turned the stereo on Bubblin’ came through and we sang to the girls as they danced sexily around us I had to concentrate harder I couldn’t become turned on by this it was wrong “I’ll be back in a minute I need some air feel a bit ill” I said and walked out ~*~~*~ “seeing as’s gone out do you want to go check if he’s ok” Saz said “Ok” I said quietly and walked out trying to findI found him just outside the studio sat in one of the chairs “are you ok?” I asked sitting next to him “Yeah I’m fine just feeling a bit ill” he replied “That’s not it I know it but I can’t make you tell me go home I’ll tell them you really needed to leave” I said getting up “Ok” he said through a whispered strained voice it sound like he was about to cry I walked through the door to the studio “Is he ok?” Paul asked “He said he needed to go home and lie down he asked me to tell you that and he will be back tomorrow” I said “Oh ok I hope he feels better” Paul said “And me” I replied “you can go if you like” Saz said “Ok I’ll see you all tomorrow then” I said and hugged each of them “It’s ok I don’t think’s ill either” Dunk said as I hugged him I walked out of the room wondering howknew and how I knew for that matter I got in through the door of the house I lived in and ran upstairs to the bathroom to take a nice long soak. ~*~~*~ Whywhy? I kept asking myself as I drove home thank goodness would still be at work I needed some alone time to get round this I went upstairs and led down on the bed not long after I’d drifted off to sleep and the dream I had was magnificent it was all about and what I’d love to happen but that would never happen I’m married and she has a boyfriend why do we make mistakes in life wait what am I saying marryingwasn’t a mistake it’s justdidn’t come in time right yeah that’s it that’s gotta be it. How am I going to be able to tour with her without wanting her I want her but I can’t have her… To Be Continued...