Choices Are Retarded
had just arrived from his work and when he got in he saw his girlfriend sat in the
middle of the living room wearing a pink top and a black short listening to Ne-Yo - So Sick.
He kissed her head and sat behind her hugging the girl.
gave him a sweet kiss
on the lips andcould see a tear falling from her eyes.
_What’s the matter babe? – He asked being all tender.
_We need to talk…
_Sure babes tell me… - He said worried.
_I’m crying...‘cause I need to make the worst decision of my life…and I don’t know
what to do!
_So tell me babe, I’m sure we can solve this together.
_I don’t think so…when you were in the studio today my agent called me and he said
I can close a great deal with a model agency…
_So what’s wrong? – He said standing up. – We should celebrate…
_Stop it! –said putting one finger on his lips. – Well…I’ll have to live
in Italy for a year honey, without you!
heard that, sat on the sofa and turned off the stereo.
_So…are you leaving me?
_No, I don’t want to. We can find a way of staying together.
_It’s your big chance, right? You’ll stay in another country too, right? So I
think we’re over! – He said almost crying. – When are you leaving London? ‘Cause
I really don’t wanna be with you to see.
_Wait! Aren’t you gonna ask me to stay?
_If I do that can you promise me you will stay?
_No! I’m sorry.
He hold her in his arms, kissed and went to his bedroom,
sat on the sofa crying,
she held her legs and started to feel horrible, after 20min
got back with a
bag in his hands.
_What’s this? – She said wiping her tears.
_Your belongings, you left them in my bedroom…I can’t see you leaving…I’m
sorry babe but I’m really happy for you, and I can’t stay with you now or when you
be gone, I hope your modeling thing out of the country worth a lot for you! –went
back to his room and closed the door.
started to cry harder and harder,could hear her crying but he was
crying too so he didn’t open the door, he slept by the door and put on her jeans
and went back to hers and her mates house.
_stop crying hunni! This is what you always wanted, right? –said walking
around the living room like an insane.
_Yeah, but…I don’t wanna loosetoo!
_God! I’m going to kick the retarded’s ass! –said taking her car keys.
_stop! This won’t help her! –said taking the keys from her hands.
_I think it will! Give me back my keys ok?
_Sure! First of all, go take a shower and then get same sleep, we talk tomorrow…
_Thank you, thanks. You guys are the best mates a girl could wish for! –
said leaving the room.
_…Now you little terrorist!
_Me? What about me?
_stop it ok! Don’t push her to kick him or something!
_Fine but it would be fun kick the retarded’s ass. –said going laughing to
her bedroom.
went afterand they heardcrying.
_’s a retarded, why he did that to her? I want to kick his ass so bad right
now!!! –said nervous.
_you wanna kick everyone’s ass even’s who is you boyfriend. –
said entering in her bedroom.
_Haha funny girl! –said slamming her bedroom door.
On the next morning.
_Morning! –said.
_Morning…God I still wanna kick’s ass.
_Come on…what would you do ifsaid that he’d have to be out for a year? –
said giving her some pancakes.
_Me? Oh I’d be more than happy! I ask God to do that to me every time I go to bed…no
just kidding but if he had to go I’d be able to see him at least twice a month…that’s
enough for me.was pretty much stupid and retarded with her.
_I think I’d prefer to brake up with.
_Yeah and then you’d be likecrying all night long.
_Morning girls! –said getting in the kitchen.
_Morning babes, feeling better? I did some pancakes and hot chocolate for you and.
_Thank youand maybe next week when I’ll be already in Italy working I’ll be better.
_So,I’m late for work, talk to you later…and don’t forget Friday night your
goodbye party in my club ok?
_Sure! But you shouldn’t!
_Come on Lil Sista, of course I’ll do it! –said leaving the room.
_Are you feeling better?
_I don’t know if I’m ok yet, I didn’t want to end like this, you andbroke up
once right?
_Yeah, why?
_’Cause I wanna know if this pain will go away. –said going to the living room.
_I know you love him, but if being a model is what you really want you should go
for it! In a few days you will be out of here and maybe you’ll find another love
hunni…but remember your friends will always be here for you!
_Awwww, thanksyou andare…I’m going to cry again.
_Don’t cry ok sis? I have to go to work too hunni, but I see you at night! –
said hugging her friend.
_Ok, I won’t cry…I’ll start to pack my stuff, see you at night!
The days started to run fast and Friday came and,andwere ready
to the goodbye party.
_Damn! –said shocked.
_What? Didn’t you like it?
_No, you look gorgeous…
_Duh!you designed our clothes remember?
_Yeah I know…Oh God,will die when he sees you!
_Ok…you look good too, can we go? –asked.
_Sure, the car is already waiting for us.
_Car? –asked clueless.
_Yeah we rent a Limo for us! –answered.
was wearing a dark blue dress with a fissure in the front and blue sandals with
high hills,was wearing a purple low-neck dress with the back opened and sandals
with purple silk strings entwined on her leg,was wearing a red dress with a V cleavage
and the front of the dress was a little shorter than the back.
The girls got in the club and everyone stopped to see the girls at the door, even
the DJ stopped the music.
_Haha! We’re some kind of super stars now girls! –said takingand
hands and walking to the VIP launch.
_Look who’s here! –said kissing her boyfriend.
_Hi! –said hugging him.
_I just wanna say that we’ll miss our little sister in law here.
_Thank you, I’ll miss you andfighting all the time too. – She said laughing. – Hey
I didn’t see you out there, with you all over Jan I thought it was just
one person.
_I’m going to miss your funny way girl. –said hugging her.
_Yeah, I’ll miss you too hun, a lot…so you will have to take good care of my
matehere ok?
_I always do baby, so no need to worry!
Everyone was having fun,was dancing withall tender,andfor the
first time were not having a fight they were looking like a normal couple, and
was in a corner just watching her friends having fun. Suddenly the lights
went out and “Goodbye” from Alicia Keys started to play and someone came from
behindand said softly in her ear.
_Can you give us one last dance!
_Yes I can! –said turning to him.
They walked to the middle of the dance floor and started to dance,put his right
hand on her back and took her very close to him and she laid her head on his shoulder,
they entwined their fingers and before they could notice they were dancing alone
in the dancing floor.and’s friends were looking at them dancing and
couldn’t believe that they weren’t together as a couple anymore.
When the song was
about to finishheld her and whispered in her ear.
_Stay!
_… -couldn’t say a word.
_Please…I love you!
_And I love you, but I can’t stay…I’m sorry!
kissed her and that kiss seemed to last forever and ever, he caressed her face
really gentle and said.
_I’m glad you said that, that’s why I love you.
smiled at him andleft the’s club.
On the next daywas feeling ok, she talked with her best friends
andand
she was feeling a little bit better.
Monday came andflew over to Italy and for 4 months she,andsaw each
other at least 3 times a month, sometimessawmore than that because she used
to travel a lot to Italy, but even thoughwasn’t so happy, she was doing
great there, a lot of fashion shows to do, photoshots, commercials and all,
something was missing in her life…better,was missing in her life. So the last
timewent to Italy to work,came back to UK with her.
_I cannot believe you are here again, whensees you she’ll flip!
_Totally, I’m better here with you andthen there where I had no friends to
support me.
After an hourgot at home and almost died when she sawand
cooking for her.
_Dy? What the f*ck are you doing here…I mean welcome back hunni. –said
looking at her bags in the living room.
_Thank you sista! I missed being with you andand now I think I can continue
being a model here with you guys!
_Besides missing us, she’s back because of the retarded.
_Uh…well you know what’s best for you, right? If you think what you just did
is the best for you, fine by me…even though I think is stupid you dropping out
your dream job because of him, I’m glad you are back.
_I knew you would think that way, but I’m mostly here because of you girls.
_Yeah! So now we should celebrate, girls night out without boys just us, what do
you think girls?
_I’m with! –said.
_Me too! –said giving the girls a group hug.
At nightand the girls went to her club, they were dancing and drinking a lot,
the 3 of them were dancing “Control Myself” from LL Cool J and
J. Lo together and
the guys were dancing all over the girls when something called ’s attention
on the 2nd floor…Lee dancing all sexy with another girl.
looked atand
pulledarm.
_What? What’s wrong? –said.
_Look! –said pointing at him.
_Oh my f**king Lord! –said shocked. – She came back because of him and now…Ok
now I’m going to kick his ass.
_Chill out! –said pullingarm again. – Wait ok!
_What? Look at her she’s suffering.
_You take her out of here; I’m going to have a sweet chat with our little retarded
here, ok? –said being sarcastic.
_K, you go and I’ll take her home.
_Didn’t I just say that?
left andwent to talk to.
_Hey hun, I was thinking and we better be off now.
_No, I want to talk to him.
_No hun, listen to me ok, we need to go home and there we’ll talk about it ok
lil sis?
_Fine! –said living the club hugged with.
Meanwhilegot wherewas with his “Girl”.
_Hey retarded! Do you know that your 6 months old son is at home crying in hungry because
of you? –said pulling him by the arm.
_What the hell are you talking about? – He said clueless.
_And you still asking me! How dare you?! OurJunior is crying at home… -said
laying her head on his shoulder. _…and you are here with this girl when you promised
me you would be the best dad ever? –said faking a cry.
_…I better go, don’t call me ok? – The girl said leaving them alone.
_Happy? Bloody hell, why you did that?
_Because of! –said making him walk with her. –is back, retarded!
And she was here withand I, she saw you. She came back because of
you…you! Got it retarded?
_I didn’t know she was back and…
_I know, I know you were just trying to move on ‘cause you are too retarded to
accept a long distance relationship but remember, stupid, you wanted to brake up
with her, you wanted and she didn’t move on like apparently you already did, ok?
So if you love her the way you always said you better go to my house and talk to
her but if you don’t, you better forget everything that happened and pretend you never
met her in your pathetic life. –said getting in her car. – So! Are you comin or
what, retarded?
_I’m coming…can you stop calling me retarded?
_No, maybe when you fix things with.
At the girls house.
_…please don’t cry hun, you don’t know who’s that girl, and maybe she’s just
a friend.
_I know him, he got over me…and I was stupid coming back because of him!
_don’t say that!
_I’m a kid to him, that’s all.
_No you are not! You are a brilliant girl hun and I’m sure that he’ll notice it
sooner or later.
_I don’t know…can you do me a hot chocolate please?
_Sure, anything for you hun. I’ll be right back!
hugged the girl and went to the kitchen, a few minutes laterandgot in
their house.
_……where are you girls? –yelled.
_I’m here and…-said getting in the living room. – … I don’t know, she
was just here a few minutes ago.
_Are you sure? –asked.
_Of course…retarded! –said being a little bitchy with him.
They started to look for her around the house and noticed that ’ car wasn’t parked
in front of the house.
_Great, she took my car with her.
_You better find her, retarded! –said.
_Fine I’m gonna look for her. –said leaving the house
_You better find her, retarded! –yelled.
_Yeah! Find her Retarded!!! –yelled laughing.
_I bet she’s in his flat! –said.
_Huh, me too!
started to look for her all over town, he ran to his house and when he got at the
door he sawcar parked. He took the elevator and when he got out he could hear
something loud coming from his flat.
“You don't remember me but i remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream i do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
Have you forgotten all i know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If i look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
Taking over me
Your Taking Over Me
Taking over me
Taking over me” Taking Over Me - Evanescence
stayed there paying attention on what the song was saying, when he finally got in
and sawsat on his bed.
_I’m sorry…I’ll leave you alone!
_OMG! I’m so sorry for what I’ve done to you! –said sitting next to her. – I
really missed you babe and I’m really really sorry for what you saw at the club, that
was the first girl I went out with since you’ve been gone but I swear I never kissed
her or anything else, I swear, I still love you andandwere right about
me, I am a retarded and all the thingssaid are right hun, but please don’t leave
me again. I know I’ve been selfish with you, because we could stay together after all
but…I don’t know what I was thinking…
_Can you just shut up and kiss me!? –said pulling him by his jacket.
They kissed, and kissed and then had sex, and then ate something, and kissed
and had sex again and again, and again and again.
The days went by andandwere pretty much happy together again and
threw a dinner party in their house to celebrate.
_Now that everyone is here I wanna make a toast. –said raising her glass
of wine.
_Go ahead mate! –said kissing.
_First of all,, Retarded…sorry, I’m happy that you two are back together and
decided to live together, as much as nowwill live with us here, I’m happy
for you guys.
_Me too sis! –said hugging.
_Thank you girls, for letting me stay here. –said.
_No problem, as much as you stay away from my bathroom and I can still call you
retarded I’m cool!
said laughing just like everyone there.
_Well I wanna make a toast to them and to our friendship that will last
forever. –said.
_Cheers! – They said together raising their glasses.
_And I wanna tell you guys something…if I didn’twould kill me, which would
be impossible to happen, but anyway I’m gonna say!
_Go…Go…Go! –andsang dancing together.
_Thank you girls, now…and I are going to get married!
They all started to hug and kiss because of it whenstood up.
_My time…?
_What? –said scared.
_I…Love you, I love you that’s it! And I wanna live here with you too.
_You love me? –asked astonished.
_I’ve never said before but I love you and I wanna live with you for real!
hugged him and they kissed, everyone in the dinner room started to laugh.
_Our house now is a republic girls! –said all happy and huggingand
.
After that dayandmoved to the girls house,didn’t let
live there with them ‘cause she loves her space without him and they were preparing
the things for their wedding.
finally was completely happy because she was full of modeling jobs to do,
and with the love of her life beside her.
became more and more famous the same way asafter the fashion show that both
promoted in’s club whereparticipated.
In the end the girls still are the best friends ever, working with the things they
really love and with the men of their lives…Exactly the way the girls thought their
lives should be.
The End.