Confessions Chapter 2 ~*~~*~ I got up from where I sat in the living room and ran up the stairs tears, streaming down my face I never thoughtof all people would be like that towards me after all everyday since we got together as a couple, we had been great friends for years until one day our feelings for each other changed, confessed his love for me 2 years ago and since then he , has said he loved me everyday but how can he have loved me when he went behind my back and slept with another woman , and now she's going to have his baby, when it should be me. I grabbed the two big suitcases from the top of the wooden pine cupboard I threw my clothes in each suitcase before closing them I picked up a medium sized black shoulder bag and put the rest of my important possession's in them. I turned around and sawstood in the doorway he slowly walked up to me "Please don't go, I love you" he said tears welling up in his delicately shapedeyes. I took his face carefully between my hands and kissed him I broke away "and I love you toobut you should of thought about that before you got not me but another women pregnant" I said and walked back to the bed where my suitcases led I picked them up, slinging the shoulder bag over my shoulder I walked away from the bed, suitcase in each hand. I stopped by looked at him then left the room went down the stairs, I could hearfollowed me. I set down the suitcases and opened the front door I picked the suitcases back up and went out to my car put the suitcases in the boot, that’s when I noticed my hand, I went back to the housewas now stood by the front door "please don't go" cried "I'm sorryyou hurt me, I feel I can't trust you anymore" I said pressing something into his hand. The eternity ring he had given me six months after we had gotten together "please don't" he said looking at the ring in his palm I said nothing just walked away and got into my car I drove off leaving behind me along with my life with him. I got into my car and drove off, I'd been driving for a few hours now not really knowing where I was going I decided it was best to stop at a service station, just before the service station a sign said Manchester 25 miles service station next left. I stopped in the service station and took my mobile out I rang my bestest friend in the whole worldshe lived in Manchester had done for a year and a half now I knew where her house was I'd visited enough times. "Hello?" she answered "Hiya Hun" I said "!"said excited "can I come down and stay for a while" I asked "sure Hun is coming with you?" she asked "no I'll tell you about that later I've got to go now see you in an hour" I replied and hung up. I drank the rest of my coffee and went back out to my car I got in and drove to 's I got there pretty quickly as traffic wasn't to bad... "Heya girl"said as she opened the door I smiled "Heya Hun" I said hugging her I got my suitcases in and put them in the room I usually stay in while I'm here. "Here"said handing me a cup of tea "thanks" I said sitting down at the kitchen table "so tell me what’s up with you and?” asked sitting down opposite me like she could read my mind "I broke up with him" I said running my fingers along the rim on my cup "why?" asked not understanding "I thought you two were so loved up" she added "we were until this morning" I said and sighed heavily as my phone rangflashed up on the screen I ignored it until it stopped ringing then's phone rang "Hello?" she answered it "Hiya" she said "no I haven't seensorry" "okay take care bye" hung up "so tell me..." she said looking at me "well about 3 months ago I bumped into" "as in your ex-boyfriend" "yeah he told me he still loved me but I said I was withthen when I got home I told cos him andused to be mates, andsaid I was to stay away from him, so we had this row andstormed out and didn't come home till the next morning, he apologised and I forgave him then earlier this morning he told me that, that night he had gone into a club and got drunk the next thing he knew he had woken up in a strange woman's bed and at some point he had given her, his number and a few days ago she rang him and said she was pregnant and that it was his" I said trying to hold back the tears that I wanted to cry. looked at me shocked not knowing what to say finally she opened her mouth and began to speak "I can't believe he would do such a thing, it doesn't sound like , well it does but not when, with you because I know how much, he loves you" said and hugged me I began to cry again "thanksI really don't know how I'm going to get over him" I said a few minutes later "you really going to leave just like that?" said clicking her fingers in time "how would you feel if the man you loved most in the world was having a baby with another woman,I should be the one carrying's child not the other women" more tears flowed down my cheeks "I'm going to lie down I'm knackered after all that crying and driving up here" I said to "ok Hun" replied with a weak smile. To Be Continued…