onfessions Chapter 3 ~*~~*~ It had been just over a year sinceleft me, I had searched for her but hadn't found her I’d rung who lived in Manchester and Cat who lived in Ireland numerous of times asking if was there I’d gone to Manchester a few times knowing she would more likely be in Manchester then Ireland to see for sure she wasn't there but every time I went I never saw her. I'd had a baby boy called Jons by the girl I had the one night stand with, whose name was... But strangely enough the boy didn't have one single feature to match me. "So does he still believe James is his Son?" I heard Karen's best mate say with a laugh. "Yeah, he does I can't believe he does as Jons is Alexander's Son not's"laughed I opened the living room door "I can't believe you split me and the love of my life up by saying that your God for shaken child was mine, when he wasn't" I said. "yeah well that Tart doesn't deserve you"spat back "she deserves me more then anything" I said in an angry tone "goodbye thengo to her if you can find her"said with a grim smile on her face I left's house got in my car and drove to Manchester this time without any warning to. It didn't take me that long to get there. I parked the car and thought I recognised the one in front as's , she was here, I got out the car and knocked on the front door I heard shuffling then the door opened to revealI was shocked to see her again she looked even more beautiful but what shocked me the most was she had a baby girl in the crook of her right arm. "What are you doing here don't you think you've broken my heart enough"said in a slight cold tone "can I come in I really need to tell you something"looked at me sighed and let me in. I followed her into the living room "where's ?" I asked noticing she wasn't around "she gone out so what did you want to tell me?"asked as she sat down with the small child on her lap that’s when I noticed she looked just likewithhair andyes. "You know that day when I told you I was going to have a baby by a woman I barely even knew?" nodded sadly. "well it was a boy and she named him Jons, When I realised you weren't ever coming home I decided it best to take my responsibilities, But I found out earlier today that her Son isn't mine that it was a huge lie and she was sponging off of my Fame and Money" I cried "that lying cow made me loose you and now I don't have a child to dote on" I said what I had to say andlooked at me in shock. "I'll go make a cup of tea you look like you could need onesaid getting up handing me the small child to hold. "what’s her name?" I asked before she left the room to make a cup of tea. ""she replied and left the room I looked at she was a gorgeous baby girl. I remembered a conversationand I had, had once about childrensaid if she ever had a baby girl she would name herso I presumed this is her Daughter but who's the Father, Had she met someone else…? To Be Continued...