Enough? August 12, 2005 Oxford England _I’m leaving! _No let me explain… _Get out, move, it’s the end of you and me. _No, I can’t accept it. _It’s too late for you and me… March 15, 2005 London England _Can you tell me how much you love me? _I cannot say… but I know it’s enough. _Are you sure young lady? _Of course I am, why? _‘Cause I want you to live with me in Oxford. _Wow, this is a big step, don’t you think? _Yeah I know but I really want this. _Fine. _Fine? _Yeah, I’ll live with you in Oxford. _I love you. _Don’t say that. _Why? _You know how I feel about love, you don’t have to say if you don’t really feel. _But I do love you. –said hugging the girl. _I can hear your words but to me are the actions that count so please show me instead of saying everytime you want something, ok? _Sure babes, don’t worry. I only love you and I’ll never hurt you. _Can I believe you? _Of course you can. _Ok, I’ll believe you. April 18, 2005 Oxford England _Are you liking living here with me? _Yeah, but I’ve been missing you a lot. _I’m working a lot babes, sorry, I’m really sorry leaving you here all by yourself. _I know you are working hard and I’m studying too so I understand. _When will be your first audition? _September 12. You will be there, right? _Of course I will… now I have to go. See you at night. _is already night. Where are you going at 8pm? _Business babe. Did you forget that I’m a singer? _No, but why can’t I go with you? _It’s business, and I don’t wanna bother you with this ok? _K, see you tomorrow morning. left andtook a long shower and went to bed alone, on the next morning when she woke updidn’t seein bed like always. She started to look for him when she sae him sleeping on the couch. _Hey honey, wake up. – she whispered in his ear. _Hi babes, what time is it? _9am. What are you doing on the couch? _I didn’t want to wake you up. _How sweet! – she said kissing him – Go take a shower and then go to sleep again. _Thank you babes, you’re the best. _Can I ask you something? _Sure, anything. _What time did you get back from your business thing? _At 2am, why? _Nothing special, you must be tired. went to take a shower andstarted to pack her things to go to college she went to the garage to take her car and when she put her hand on ’s car she noticed that the car was hot like he had just got home. June 30, 2005 At College _Hey “ace”! _Hi, what are you doing here. – she said hugging him. _You know I have a lot of things to do, right? _I know, but why are you telling me this in fornt of college? Why couldn’t you wait to get home? _‘Cause I’m leaving right now. _Leaving? Where? _I have to go to Japan for a month. _A month? Are you crazy? _I’m sorrybut you know how crazy my days can be and I have to go now. _Can I meet you there in 2 weeks? _NO! _No? _I’m sorrybut I can’t have you there. _Why? I’m not liking this. _It’s because you got me distracted. – he said with puppy dog eyes. _How sweet hu? Now go, can you at least give me the hotel number? _Of course! It’s in our hose beside our bed. _ K k… see you in a month. – she said with a suspicious face. _Hey… – he said bringing her face closer to his by her chin – I’ll be missing you every day and and every night. Don’t forget to call me. _I won’t honey, I won’t. _Now give me a kiss. They kissed andleft her alone. July 19, 2005 Japan’s Hotel _Can you tell me where’s’s room? –asked to the receptionist. _He and his girlfriend are in room 872. Do you want me to call him? _No, I want a room. _What’s your name? – the receptionist asked. _. _Ok, here is your key and your room is the 869. _Thank you. took her key and went to her room. When she got in she saw a girl coming out of’s room. _Hey, can you help me with my keys? _Sure! What’s wrong? – the girl answered. _I don’t know for sure. –said. _There’s no problem… here, it’s working. _Thank you, what’s your name? _I’m, yours? _, nice to meet you. _Well, I better go now. –said looking at her watch. _Is someone waiting for you? _Yeah, my date. –said smiling. _Hu, is he cute? _Do you knowthe ex-Blue? _Yeah I saw him once on TV. _Is him, but please don’t tell anyone ‘cause he has a girlfriend. _Oh don’t worry. I’ll never tell anyone about this. It’s our little secret. Can I ask you something? _Sure. _I love to take photos, can you take one with me now? took a photo of the girl and her and entered in her room. July 22, 2005 Japan's Hotel _Hey little boy, can you do me a favor? _Yes I can. _Do you see that couple playing in the pool. – she said pointing atand. _Yeah, why? _If you take some photos of them for me for 3 days I’ll give you 100 dollars. _My mom won’t like this. _I will talk with your mother later, ok? _Ok. Give me the camera and in 3 days I’ll give it back to you. _Thank you. – she said giving the camera to the boy. July 26, 2005 Japan Hotel Lobby _Hey! Here is my favorite little boy. _Hi Mss.. Here is your camera and your photos. _Thank you Mike. You did a great job here. Where’s your mommy? _She’s coming over there. – the little boy said poiting at his mom. _Hi I’m Mike’s mom. _Your son is a great kid. He helped me with some photos that’s why I’m giving him 100 dollars for the help. _Thank you. – his mother said. _No, I thank you. Your son helped me a lot. _Bye Mss.. – Mike said waving. _Bye Mike. August 1, 2005 Oxford England’s House _You cheated on me, right? So this is the price you’ll pay stupid bastard! said turning on the stereo. She put on a CD and started to destroy’s apartment. She was singing louder than she could JoJo’s song “Leave” and in 3 hours she burnt all his clothes and shoes, wracked his piano, his bed and everything on his living room, kitchen and and his bedroom. She threw food all over the palce and wrote on all the walls at the apartment “CHEATER”, “BASTARD” and all the things he said to her and at the same daycalled her. _Hi Angel! How are you? _I’m fine, but I have to stay for more 2 weeks, I’ll be there in August 12 and I’m calling you to say I’m sorry. _Oh, how sweet Angel, ok then. I see you in August 12. – she said to him putting the photos that Mike took for her on the walls. _Love you babes. _I love you too… ANGEL. hung up the phone and she started to laugh alone. _Oh God! He’s So Dead To ME! – she said looking at his destroyed house. She packed all the things she brought to his house and went back to her old house in London. August 12, 2005 Oxford’s House. _Oh My Good Lord, What Happened Here? got in and had to close his nose ‘cause of the bad smell that was in his house. _Did you like it? _Oh my God! Are you ok? –said trying to hug her. _Take…your…hands…off me. _What? – he asked confused. _NOW!! _What’s going on here? _Look at the walls and you will see. _No No No… please forgive me. –said looking at the photos on the wall. _What? Are you insane? Look at this… - she said throwing the photo of her and his lover on his face. _Were you at the hotel? _Of course…ANGEL, I saw you andthere. _Nothis is not true. _Oh my God, how stupid do you think I am? I saw with my own eyes and you only made me waste my time on you. _But I love you. _Fine, this is your problem nit mine. – she said coldly. _I want you. _And I’m leaving. _No let me explain… _Get out, move, it’s the end of you and me. _No, I can’t accept it. _It’s too late for you and me… _Don’t leave me, I love you. _I told you but you’re too stupid, right? _What? – he said confused again. _I told youto not say “I love you” but you said and hurt me. _… _STOP IT OK? I’M ALREADY GONE! _This can’t be true. _Wake upand smell the coffee ‘cause I’m not your girl anymore. Call , maybe she will be able to accept you fake words. _I’m begging you to forgive me. _You want forgiviness? Call a priest or go to a church, they can give you that. September 12, 2005 London England. _Hey babes, are you ready? ‘Cause you’re the next. _Yeah, thank you. You’ll sing after me, right? _Of course. So go there and show them how capable you are in this musical play. _Thank you. _Wait… you’ll sing JoJo’s song, right? _No, I changed my music. _For which one? _You’ll see, you’ll see. …A MINUTE LATER _Hi, my name isand I’m gonna sing a very special song to me. I want you to know, that I'm happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down on you in a theatre Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able To make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, till you died But you're still alive And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced Are you thinking of me when you fuck her Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able To make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, til you died But you're still alive And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me And I'm not gonna fade As soon as you close your eyes and you know it And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back I hope you feel it...well can you feel it And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know When she finished her songsawsat in the theater watching her singing. _Ok Mss.. When the audition comes to an end we will call all of you to give the results. _Thank you, thank you very much. – she said looking atsat. was with her friends in the backstage when she sawcoming on her direction. _I better leave you two alone. _No, don’t go. –said to her friend. _Can we talk? _Sorrybut I can’t, I’m busy right now. _Just for a minute… _Hey girls. The professor is calling us now. –said getting close to and. _We have to go. _I know, let’s go. All the students got together on the stage andgot back to his seat. _Boys and girls I have to say that in this audition you all got me surprised and very glad ‘cause my class is one of the best classes of college and I wanna ask you something. _Sure Mr. Evans. –said walking to the front of the stage. _For 2 weeks you scared me ‘cause you are one of my best students here and you looked very sad on the last 2 weeks but now you showed passion and desire when you were singing. Can you tell me why all these happened? _My Ex-boyfriend gave me the strength to move on with my life without him. _Can I ask you why? _Of course, he showed me that I should never believe in his words. He made me believe he loved me when he was cheating on me in Japan. – she said looking at. Everyone on stage including Mr. Evans stared at her in shock. _I’m sorry Mss.. _Don’t be professor Evans, he made me see that I deserve a better man and I can be a great student… ‘cause beacause of him I was blinded by his fake words and I wasn’t giving a danm to college. _Ok Mss., all I have to say is that you got the main character of our musical play. Congratulations honey. _Thank you professor Evans and I wanna thank youfor making me discover the great artist I am. Now please everybody clap him. looked straight into her eyes and left the theatre. After that daynever talked or saw him again butis still seeing her in every play or auditioin that she has. He appears to see her and blame himself for looding her. The End.